To be loved♥

a smile on your face,

2010-08-20T21:30:00.005+08:00

And yet I'm back here.

I've moved to http://www.paintherlove.wordpress.com/, and then moved yet again to http://smileofsmiles.livejournal.com/.
What's more, follow me @ www.twitter.com/yiqiannn

P.s I really hope for another chance, to make things work.
It's been more than a year.
It's not that I'm still holding on, just that I don't wanna let go.

2009-07-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

In case you still dont knw, I've moved to www.paintherlove.wordpress.com .
Be it you shy or whatsoever and dont wanna ask me, i dont care. Cos I'm nice enough to blog about the new link.

Life has been sucky these few days. I swear it is. I can smell sparks of conflicts coming soon. Urghhh hate this. You made me feel as all is my responsibility, and you shld be the only special one where nobody shall be the same as you. I'm stressed with so many things. Sometimes different mindset sucks, bcos we cant reach an agreement.

Updates @ wordpress. Not gonna active at here anymore.

There's too much going on in my mind.
And that's you.
有没有那个机会？

paintherlove

2009-07-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yoohoo, have chnged my blog linkkkkkk. Not blogger anymore. Ask it from me or find it yourself. Well oh well, it's also quite obvious. If you can see, or you understand me haha!

Might chng back to blogger if I'm not used to wordpress. So yeaps, will update at wordpress instead! :D

paintherlove (L)

some things are better left unsaid.

2009-07-15T22:29:00.014+08:00

It seems as though whenever I'm taking the first step, you are moving two steps; backwards. I dont knw why I'm thinking this way.
The reality had alr reflected right infront of me. But yet, I'm still holding on to the teeny weeny hope. I chose not to believe that damn fact.
Things are proving that it's impossible, but why? At times, you are doing things which I seriously dont feel like giving up this easily.
Teach me how to face you, teach me how to react. Tell me who I should treat you as.

You gave out wrong signals at the start. B'cos you wont understand. That's why there's no point mentioning.

dont think too much.

2009-07-12T20:39:00.005+08:00

有些故事, 不必说给每个人听.

有些情绪, 是该说给懂的人听.

Dont think too much..
Thinking too much, way too much.
是我想太多.

why are we drifting apart.

2009-07-10T21:55:00.010+08:00

You're not moving towards me anymore.
Everything stops right there at that moment.

I've spent like 4hours plus searching for BOF stuffs. GU JUN PYO! (L) I've added 7new songs! Cheers cos all are them are from BOF lol!! I think I'm crazy. My eyelids are getting super heavy now. My movies are downloading at a super duper slow rate, which is making me irritated. But I'm very happy cos I managed to find those nice movies which are not available in Singapore like e.g 态度. Faster load faster load! (:

Lack of sleep these few days. Be it training which tires me out, or staying up late which makes me lack of sleep. My eyes are so small that I've problems wearing contacts these few days. I've to like open my eyes way bigger cos I'm like sleepwalking or whatsoever! Have been yawning during every tutorials/lectures. Damn sleepyyyyy! It's only the first week of school and I've alr ponned tutorials alr omg. Lazy worrr, 8am lessons sucks lah.
Results are not out yet except for FOM. Urghhh have to wait for another week.

I think I've been walking like a penguin recently. My thighs and calves are aching from cheerleading trainings. Esp my left leg ): My neck is in pain as well, wonder whyyyyy. I cant really turn my head now zzz. But my shoulders/arms are alright alr, although I seriously think that muscles are forming. It's hard de lei, not fake one lor! HAHAHA WHATEVER, HATE MUSCLES COS IT'LL MAKE ME HEAVY. I still cant split zzz.
And right, ytd trnn was quite fun though. Lots of laughters although it seem as though we're in a library before that. Ainslie I'm so sorry! Hahaha made me kept laughing whenever I thought of what had happened. Handstand>Bridge>Up, becomes Handstand>Shoulder sit lol! Omg lah bth :x

But school's alright with those girls ard. Hahaha retardedness, can laugh at just one stupid small thing.
Highlight of the week (supposingly in chinese):
Larissa : Eh my mouth got ulcer.
Cindy : Because you said too much lies/wrong things.
Larissa : Because keep saying you pretty lah.
Me and Yuting : Laugh out loud. Damn funny, first time Larissa's reaction so fast lol!

Just two pictures to show me and Yuting's artistic talents lol! We were drawing it during ITAB lesson, lol damn boliao. And I was irritating Cindy via MSN, keep disturb her haha! She got laggy and lousy laptop which I like lol! And Cindy is damn vulgar lor. She scolded me vulgarities in MSN like fuck or whatsoever bcos I irritate her. Lol nb right where got ppl so damn bad de righttttt. But I also got scold back lah. Aiyo for fun and laughters only lah lol.

I think I'm becoming back to the old days. Must stop using vulgarities. WHO'S THE ONE INFLUENCING ME NOW HAHAHA.

Weeee, tmr going shopping again w my mama lol! But I dont really have anything to buy. Gonna waste my time out thereeeeee.

2009-07-08T21:30:00.004+08:00

ITAB reflections (report)
ONOW reflections (report)
EC project (editing)
FOM project (everything)

All these are killing me. The first two are to be completed by this friday. Which in fact I only have time to do it right now, not even tmr cos I've trnn after school. Freaking irritating. Lack of time and yet I'm still googling, facebook-ing, blogging, drama-img, and what else more? Sucks ttm.

Training was hell ytd to me. Split, flexibility. It's freaking damn pain and numb lah. Most of us cried, but still survived. I wonder why I'm a girl, and sometimes seriously wonder why I join cheerleading. Oh well what to do, join also join liao. Hmm.

I've had weird dreams nowadays. Ytd I dreamt that my laptop was spoilt (Zhijie -.-), and I was damn sad and irritated. I dreamt that I left my laptop in a shopping center and those rifle juniors saw and in curiousity, spoilt my laptop while playing. And they were horrified when they knew that it was my laptop lol! Stupid dream.
Does dream come true? Cos.. I dreamt of something which I wish it'll happen in reality. Sigh. Not gonna say it out here. 733(L)

I dont know what the hell you're thinking.

dramas craze.

2009-07-06T20:53:00.003+08:00

DAMN SAD ):

Cos I've finished Boys over flowers. Shldnt chiong, shld watch slowly then I still can face MY JunPyo everyday D: Some parts are seriously damn touching :/
Blogger doesnt allow me to post my dearest's pictures, means whenever I come to my blog I cant see his face immediately. (Cos whenever I come online I'll come to my blog first)
I very scared I'm one out of the five who get C for Econs :/ (There's 15ppl who get A, 1person who get B, and 5ppl who get C)
ZOE AND SHERLYN WANNA SNATCH AWAY MY JUNPYO AWAY FROM ME. GUJUNPYO/ LEEMINHO IS MINE OKAYYYYY. My biggest loveeeeeee (L)

Awwww, still damn crazy over Junpyo. I went crazy in school today while googling his pictures lol. Omg lah damn hot damn hot, freaking handsomeeeeee! Yiqian de! I think I'll die w no regrets if he stare at me for even just 1second in reality. OH MY TIAN LAH. Damn freaking handsome! :D

LOVE GU JUNPYO/ LEE MINHO TTM!
Love how sweet he treats his girlfriend, and willing to try to adapt to her life. Omg lah super duper sweet! Love his charming smile too! Heart melteddddd lol awwww. Love his sexy voice when he speaks softly/gently. It's seriously damn sexy and hot okay. Dont knw why ppl think that I'm crazy or pervert -.- He's only 22years old this year lei, omg lah not much different also lor! HAHAHA I THINK I'M CRAZY. I swear I'll find a Korea bf like him. Omg it's superrr awwww. No I'm very normal right now lol.

Yoon JiHoo / Kim HyunJoong!
Omg I swear I'm falling for him when I started to watch the drama lah. So damn freaking caring and protective towards the girl! Whenever something bad happens, he'll appear luhhhh. Like bai ma wang zi like that lah lol! Like his new hairstyle when he wears w a spects aww.

So YiJeong/ Kim Bum!
Damn freaking cute, love his super cute smile. Brightens up my day awww lol! It's a first impression kinda thingy cos I like him before I started watching the drama. Damn cute. 19years old only, 2years difference only okay lolol! :x

How can you say it's just a drama and think that I'm stupid to go crazy over it! Bad okayyyy. I'm a drama addict, I can spend my whole day watching dramas, seriously lol.
I think I've been spending my life watching dramas lol. Esp Taiwan dramas. At least 37dramas lol! In bold are those that I think that are nice k! :D

流星花園,
流星花園 II,
MVP 情人,
海豚灣戀人,
格鬥天王,
西街少年,
綠光森林,
惡男宅急電,
真命天女,
惡作劇之吻,
王子變青蛙,
愛情魔髮師,
微笑 Pasta,
花樣少年少女,
櫻野3加1,
換換愛,
我在墾丁*天氣晴,
公主小妹,
美味關係,
惡作劇2吻,
鬥牛. 要不要,
轉角*遇到愛,
黑糖瑪奇朵,
黑糖群俠傳,
無敵珊寶妹,
命中註定我愛你,
翻滾吧! 蛋炒飯,
這裡發現愛,
不良笑花,
籃球火,
我的億萬麵包,
霹靂MIT,
愛就宅一起,
敗犬女王,
心星的淚光,
FULL HOUSE,
BOYS OVER FLOWERS.

I'm so sorry if I bored you w my whole list of dramas thingy. HAHAHA. Love you to bits if you read this whole long post lol! There's still alot of recent dramas I havent watch. If only one day is more than 24hours..

I wanna say something. But this the background is grey, not white. Hahaha doubt anybody understands what I'm talking uh. It's okay :D Will bombard this blog space w my dearest's picture once blogger allows me to blog lol! (L)

P/s I think my father is funny. Cos it's playing MJ song; You're not alone. Then he said "MJ", out of the sudden -.-
P/p/s LZX IS STILL MY LOVE OKAY (L)

boredom.

2009-07-03T13:39:00.006+08:00

MST is overrrrr, and yet I'm staying at home instead of going out. Damn sian. Nevermind I shall chiong BOF hahaha.

MST was alright afterall, except for today! Today is Statistic, which is a sure buang paper for me ): I never really studied, cos I procrastinate and assumed I knw/understand alr. So much of zi yi wei lorr. Sure flunk Stats de lah, I was like cursing after the paper and feel damn bad for not studying. Pissed off w myselffff. Can you imgaine, one part of the ques is 4marks, which they can ask you just for the defination? Like one sentence worth 4marks, or just calculating which worth at least 4marks too? It's like a 1 or 2marks question in secondary school lah! Kao lah, it's either you score well or you fail it badly can -.- And freak I was like giving up in the middle of the paper, dreaming whatsoever shit. Sucks totally, TTM. Urghhhh. And we were abit late for Stats too, when we went in the paper alr started, diaoness.

I forget what I wanna say. I dont knw what I'm doing. I think I'm abit feverish, maybe cos I walked home in the stupid rain ytd. My blog has been boring w/o pictures.
I've been looking at girls instead of guys recently. Those CCHY guys lah, influenced me! I'm not lesbian okay lolllll.

I wanna watch threads of destiny.

Do you knw that I've been refering to you?
你已变成习惯.

MST

2009-07-02T17:57:00.003+08:00

Ta fuck wo na li. Wo gen ta break liao. Ying wei ta shi gay.

Inside joke lolllll.
I WANNA GO OUT TMR ; 3down, last to go!

Those chats.

life.

2009-07-01T19:02:00.007+08:00

Should be with the one who knows you best.

My expectations not very high, I also dont really go for appearance. I used to keep looking at handsome guys, and can go hua-chi for the slightest thing in the world.

But it's so different now. Those used to be.
Why?

As time passes, humans changed.
As human changes, feelings changed.
As feelings changes, what else changed?
Is this a cycle?

When we whisper in the night.

2009-06-29T19:55:00.003+08:00

It helps, actually.
Hate you lah, cause me feel so irritated.
Ni bu yao zhe yang dui wo. Bu ke yi uhhh! ):

HAHAHA. I'm blogging when I'm supposed to study now. Shall take a break after studying for quite long w Zoe just nowwww.

I was late lol. Oh we saw Yingpei at the tunnel there lol. Yingpei sad ah, go school for MST :p Not the main point, so we wanted to go to the jail room to study but instead we went Starbucks to study. Maybe bcos of the avaliability of the powerpoints and there's a lot of seats there as well lol. Not the main point. So we studied. AND I CANT BELIEVE HOW NOOB AND STUPID AM I IN ITAB, OR RATHER MICROSOFT EXCEL. Itab sucks ttm lahhh! D: Shall listen in tutorials next time onwards, instead of playing games when tutor was teaching zzz. Zoe saved my day, and it makes Itab not really sucky after I've understand lol! Thankyou Zoeeeee. I've completed till chapter 3, left w chapter 4-7. Shall cont after tmr's econs paperrrr!

Lunched at MAC, we were freezing in Starbucks, damn freaking cold lol. After lunch we went to jail room and studied again. Suddenly I'm very afraid of tmr's paper :/

Went to shop ard and took train back. AND WE SAW CHINRONG HAHAHA. At the same place again funny. Sunplaza changed alot le siaaaa, how long had I last stepped into Sunplaza lol. Okay abit no link, cos I anyhow skip and blog.

No mood to blog liao lah. I dont even knw why I'm blogging, like nothing interesting happen also zzz.
OH, I SAW MADELINE TWICE TODAY. When we're in Starbucks and when going home at Yishun MRT. Fate or what lol -.-
Pohkang, I realised I've lost your picture took ytd. Damn sad lah! ):

OKAY BYE. I HOPE I WONT FLUNK MY MST.

thoughts.

2009-06-28T20:12:00.009+08:00

Life's a bitch, and I think god is playing w me. Karma lah, retribution zzz. Why do you have to walk into my life once again when I've alr let you walk out. Why oh whyyyyyyy. I dont want history to always repeat itself.
I'm a slutty bitch, damn it.
Stop. Playing. With. Me.

Relationship.
Issit true that for every relationship, it's just to breakup at the end of the day?

False hopes.
And now who is the one giving false hopes?

Today was a mixed feelings day. Yea everything is gonna be alright. No, everything was alright in the first place. I shldnt be thinking too much. But I'm totally thinking too much today. Contradicting shutup.

I dreamt of those 5 CCHY guys last night, but I cant rmb what I dreamt about. Forget it, but it made me think alot. Well, quite alot lahhh.
I dont knw how to describe my feelings now. It's weird, I dont knw how to explain. It's weird that me &Zoe are actually quite close w them within such a short period of time? Going out to study, shopping, movie and stuffs. Then idk why I was thinking of what if one day me &Zoe quit cheerleading, and wonder if we'll still keep in contact. And thus I began to wonderrrr. So what if we/they really quit cheerleading? So what if we never really keep in contact? So what if... Does it really.. matters? Maybe bcos this holiday I've been meeting them most of the time bah. And be it chatting in msn or sms. Make me feel as though it's like.. friends? Idk lah, obviously friends right. AIYA IDK WTH I'M TALKING LAHHHH. Sighhhh.

End of the world. 2012. Maybe I shld not be thinking too much. Who knows I'll die tmr. H1N1 is spreading fast nowadays.. Okay touchwood. Shall think positivelyyyyy D:

Went to the jail room to study w Zoe, Pohkang, Zhijie and Clement just now. Only Zoe &Pohkang managed to meet in time, others were damn kuazhang de late. And we went to eat POTATO FARMLAND. Pohkang lah, distracting sioll, keep wanting to go there and eat lol. So we ate, and wrote the small lil cards and pasted on the wall hahaha. Near the entrance, on the top. SP GUSTO CHEERLEADING! Wrote the other guys' name although they never go eat also. Yayaya, then went back and studied, w Zhijie and Clement coming late.

The nice small lil note.

On the wall w Pohkang's fat twist.

Left at 2pm for lunch and off to bugis. Errr, what can I say? I only left w ITAB havent study only, which I never touch at all. I dont knw if this is a good or bad thing -.- Quite productive this week! They had lunched at LJS then we went to Bugis.

Went action city and showed Clement the magic candy thingy lol! Damn classic reaction okay laugh out loud! Weidong came after awhile. They shopped, I didnt really shopped, cos I alr knw what I wanted to buy lol. Nothing muchhhhh. Had some finger food, and they go and buy the budget drink again haha.

Them and their budget drink.

My cute lil pigs drawn on Weidong's hands hahaha.

Stupid Zhijie blocking my cute pigs.

Siao ding dong!

After that we bounced train back. Wrong decision, shldnt bounce. Urghhhhhhhhhhh. Dont knw what to say. Shldnt say it here too. It's just too... forget it.

And now, who's here for me?
Are you?

hopes?

2009-06-27T12:50:00.006+08:00

HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY THAT SO MANY PPL BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY RUNAWAY FROM HOME LOL. WITH PPL ASKING ME IF I REALLY RUNAWAY FROM HOME ON MSN, AND WHEN TALKING ON PHONE EXCLAIMED TO ME THAT THEY WERE SHOCKED THAT I ACTUALLY RANAWAY FROM HOME. BAD SIA YOU ALL, NEVER READ FINISH THE POST AH! LOLOL. IF NEXT TIME I REALL RUNAWAY FROM HOME I'LL GO STAY AT YOU ALL DE HOUSE. WHO ASK YOU ALL SO KPO :P
Sorry for the caps lol!

Yessss I'm finally home. Stayed at kuku's house till friday instead of saturday lolol. Cos today I'm going to orchard w my mama and my irritating brother lol! Weird right I knw haha. But whateverrrrr.

WEDNESDAY.

Had been studying like there's no tmr at kuku's house. Studied for the whole day till 4am plus. Damn crazy lah, I never even study so long for O'lvl lorrr. HAHAHA, dont knw why the hell we are studying so hard for -.- But of course got talk on msn and stuffs in between to relax lahhhh. We were also webcaming each other even though we're just opp each other haha damn stupid. And we ordered Mac for supper like 1am plus? Damn fattening urghhh.

THURSDAY.
Figure it out yourself what the dogs are doing lol!

I was standing on the chair okay lol!

I woke up at 8am plus de lor! But I went back to sleep and woke up at 1030am. But the stupid kuku still sleeping so I went back to sleep again. And guess what I woke up at 2pm plus. WTHHHHH, SPEND SO MUCH TIME SLEEPING. Half day gone just like this lol. Then she asked her maid to put the dogs out, but I keep saying nonono. But in the end the maid still put the dogs out -.- Damn scared lor me, the dogs hyper active esp the Happy, or was it Lucky? AIYA WHATEVER LAH I DONT CARE LOL. We went to a mama shop to buy some tibits, okay only one packet lol! And we got a jelly ice cream each, but the jelly ice cream not shaky one hahaha. AND SHE BLUFFED ME THAT THE MAMA SHOP IS 5BUS STOP AWAY, SCREW YOU. I finished my econs that day, and well PACC also I suppose. And one fly landed on my mouth, which reminded me of DRAG ME TO HELL, and I was yi shen yi gui at that period of time lol! :x

FRIDAY.
Woke up and then kuku's ahma says she dont wanna go out liao lolllll. The dogs scratched me ): But i still went out to meet zoe and those CCHY guys to study at the CC study room. Had chicken rice for lunch at 925, outcast clement lah, cos he ate duck rice. Lol joking k chill. Zoe spilled her bubble tea inside the room lol! Stupid pohkang keep distract me hai wo cant really concentrate lol. Made me keep laughing for the tissue in the cap magic -.- DAMN RETARDED LOL. And I clear my doubts in econs(thanks zoe and chengyap) and finished half of the topic tested for stats! Weeeee.

Went YTSS for awhile to collect Y21 award. Damn funny lah the security guard hahaha. Cos Pohkang, Zhijie and Songrong also wanted to go in. But bcos of the H1N1 thingy got strict precautions or whatsoever lah. Then the security guard said : I've been working here for years, and I knw you all not from YTSS. Lol the hell out of my head. Was stunned that she said that lor, means she actually recognised ppl lol. So when me &Zoe went to collect our award, they sort of talked to her and whatsoever. Lol stupid lahhhh.

Went to play basketball at 4pm. Apparently I dont knw why it's so hard to find a basketball court, it's either fully or under constructions or whatsoever. So went went to the Polyclinic de basketball court there to play. Damn farrrrrrr. Oh yah Weidong came, so we played ABC. There was me, Weidong, Pohkang, Zhijie and Songrong at first. Lol damn noob lah Zhijie, me won you hahha. Haolian bo la lian, cheaterrrrr. Pohkang clever lah air ball and restarted, lol. I keep screaming once the ball went in, damn retarded. HAHAHA OKAY WHATEVER. Weidong and Songrong damn irritating, the ball keep going in -.-!
I never really played basketball, cos there was 4guys came, then they played together and I watch them play lol. Clement came too. And yayaya, dont like those guys. See liao damn urghhhh. Esp the grey and white stripes one keep making so much noise. Then the others tsktsktsk. Only like to see handsome guys play basketball lah HAHAHA.

Dinner at 925 again, PONTIAN WANTON MEE. HAHAHA. Okay lah nothing much. Then went to bus interchange. Clement damn retarded, eh 854 come alr. Stupid lor, the 854 never leave at all lah. Made me laugh like siao lol! So took 854 w Weidong and bused to kuku's place to get my stuffssss.
Stupid Weidong dont allow me to sing my pig song. DAMN CUTE LOR YOU DONT KNW HOW TO APPRECIATE ONLY HAHAHAHA. Then keep wanting to sleep and dont want entertain me. Boo you lah. And bluff me somemore. ME DONT WANT TALK TO YOU AND SIT W YOU LIAO LOL. You keep talking about HW, you see if i really dont want talk to you anot lol. Say sorry also no cure liao okayyyyy. And yah, but what I said to you is true okay, if you still can rmb what I said lol. Whatever it is, thanks for pei-ing wo take same bus lol. I never kana rape hahaha, ni you yi dian xiang tai duo liao. And you knw what. Yiqian rocks and you sucks lol!

And today, I'm not gonna study. I'm gonna rest and chiong tmr again hahaha. Meeting them again tmr I suppose. NO DISTRACTIONS LIAO OKAY POHKANG LOL.

It's my heart that I cant trust.
Bcos at that point of time, I chose to follow you.
But I dont knw if I've made the correct choice.
False hopes, kills..
Who to trust this time?

the past.

2009-06-24T15:21:00.005+08:00

I just ran away from home. Bcos something bad happened. You wont want to know. This morning I woke up early, prepared and went AMK library to study. After awhile, I went back home, packed my things and ran away from home.

SUNDAY.
Woke up damn early and met w Zoe &those CCHY guys to go Marina Barrage to watch seniors' performance. A lil bit stupid waking up so early and just go there awhile to watch their performance haha. But it's okay, never knw when I'm no longer in cheer. Those guys are damn shag lah, which dont knw why makes me &Zoe feel very tired too lol. So after performance went to CityHall for brunch and lunch for us. Had quite a interesting talk at Mac. Damn interesting stories lol, complicated. After that walkwalk awhile then trained home. All of us are like sleeping in the train lol, idk why I feel damn tired at the point of time too. Wake up liao my neck damn suan lol! While the guys went home and sleep, me and Zoe went NeeSoon CC the jail place to study. Haha instead of studying, I'm more like sleeping over there lah damn tireddddd.

MONDAY.
Woke up early again to go Woodlands library for FOM project, but we didnt manage to do anything at all -.- Plain stupid lol. Gave up went to eat and I went home to sleep lol!

TUESDAY.

Yeahhhh went to watch Drag me to hell! :D W Zoe, Weidong, Pohkang, Zhijie, Chengyap and Munchung(?) lol. The movie was damn scary lorrrr. Super draining too, after the movie ended feels weak and tired lol. It also made me realised how gay Pohkang and Zhijie are lol! Zhijie damn gay keep cover w his hands. Pohkang hug ahhh lol! Weidong brave sioll, unbelievable haha! And thennnn, I was practically screaming throughout the movie, but I dont think I scream very loud lor. Cos scary then scream mah, got problem meh! HAHAHA. Scared also will chuatio one right, so Weidong stop laughing at my reaction -.- I admit I coward okay. I think I got abit sick in the mind. Super scared horror movies but yet like to watch horror movies lol! NEXT TIME WE CAN WATCH HORROR MOVIES AGAIN, THEN I CAN LAUGH AT YOU ALL DE GAY ACTIONS LOL! :D

After thatttt went Astons @ SSC to eat, w Songrong &two more of their friends. And played zhong ji mi ma, at the end of the game ppl keep wanting to lose instead. Want to eat my yummy chicken w Pohkang's weird sauce right lol! And then after Astons went to find some food as some of them are still hungry. Then Weidong and Zhijie started to become gay. Damn funny, I kept laughing lahhh. Damn gay, guys wearing shorts -.-

So me, Zoe &Pohkang took free shuttle bus back to Sembawang mrt while the others took to Yishun/Khatib. Sit ard and talked for awhile and went homeeeee. Nice trip back home lol.
Dont judge the book by its cover.

It's an unexplainable feeling when people are willing to share w you.
Weird, shldnt think this way.
Thinking way too much.
I'm trying to control, I really am.

Okay lah, I never run away from homeeee. Staying at kuku's house till Saturday I suppose. And we're so gonna study. I hope we can succeed lol! HAHAHA, GOT BELIEVE AT THE START ANOT. I knw I very boliao, psps lol!
Anw, who wanna go out on fridayyyyyy. That stupid kuku is going out and I dont wanna stay at the house. Big lei, I abit scared lol! Ask me out okayyyyy :D

P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI!

Make it happen.

2009-06-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

Needs motivations.
Stop procrastinating.
Start working.
Full force, just get over w it.

Are you the one who wait for things to happen, or to make things happen?

Fight for what you want.
But not in the way that you dont even care.
I cant trust my feelings this time round, it's gonna be so wrong.

Teach me how to juggle, not struggle.

red light.

2009-06-19T14:16:00.009+08:00

MONDAY.
4e5'08 outing @ Botanic Garden.

Thanks all those who came, and thanks those who ignored my msges and never even care to at least reply. But whatever it is, it was a fun outinggggg.
Suppose to meet 1045 at Orchard, but many overslept. Pigs lahhhhh lol. 1045 we were still waiting for Shermaine at Khatib, that fake korean princess haha. Train-ed to Orchard, had a hard time finiding the right bus to reach Botanic garden, keep walking here and there under the hot sun. Still obviously we managed to reach Botanic garden lah! (: Eat, photos, games, chat.

Had card games e.g Cheat, Heat Attack w Pig level.. The pig game was stupid lah, I was a level0 pig, then I responded to Shermaine and became a level5 pig. Stupid Shermaine lol! Then we still played ALI BOMB. Lol damn retarded, using such a damn small ball and w almost nowhere to hide. Damn fun lah, but so easy to lose also lol! The we also played Rounders(?), damn fun! But I have difficulties hitting the ball -.-! Shall go Yishun stadium once a month, for a small class gathering by playing the baseball thingy hahahha!

Bus-ed to Yishun then took free shuttle bus to Sembawang Shopping Center for Astons! :D Then went to play at the Splash Park(?) while waiting for the food. Siao, damn scary lor the playground, not even suitable for kids lah! My head damn giddy after few spins. Lol, and had huge impact on my butt when they sit(?) damn hard on the see-saw! I was like jumping/flying away lah HAHAHA. Chinrong geikiang, go play the baseball thingy over there and made the ball went missing, " flew down the building " lol! Lucky in the end still managed to find it! :D

After dinner at Astons, bused back to Sembawang and went to one of the playground to chill, chat and games again lol. At first played true/dare, but aiya nothing much also de lol. Then we playing crocodile game. Damn exciting lor, I was like squeezing w them and jumping ard lol! And I sweat like siao at the end of the game when I dont even sweat when I'm running 2.4km! HAHAHA, damn fun :D Ard 11plus some went mac for supper, and home-d!

TUESDAY.
CIP @ SAVH.

Was feeling quite sick at some point of the time, but it eventually get okay. Thanks ppl for your concerns! (L) Was blindfolded and had a stick w us, tried to experience how the blind walk ard and stuffs. Then had some training on painting and stuffs. Actually nothing much, but it was really tiring. Rushed to training. Sad lah, no time to play basketballllll! ):

Gusto Training.
Actually nothing much. It was not a stunt day as exclaimed by the seniors. But it's okayyyy. I wanna slim downnnn. Stop saying I'm fat lei wthhhh. No eyecandy lah, stop liao k.

THURSDAY.
CIP @ SAVH.

A damn unlucky day, shall not elaborate here zzz. Lunch was a funny experience, cos we had to eat w blindfold. I swear it was damn difficult lor, dont even knw where the dishes are lol. Had painting w the blind. At the end of the day, it was pretty amazing that the painting turned out awesome. Was quite touched, and quite pity those who cant see the wonders of the world. A very hard to describe feeling. Cherish what you have now I guess.

Went to town w Cindy and Larissa after CIP. Ate slices @ Fareast, damn cold and niceeeeeee. Shopped ard, and I was damn sad I never manage to buy clothesssss! Tsktsktskkkkkkk. Was feeling damn shag and abit gong diao as when it the night was getting darker. Then I dont knw why I "ah", then Cindy kept laughing at me -.- Then when we took train home, both of them also keep laughing at me for idk what reasons. I think they crazy liao lol. Cos I seriously dont knw what's so funny lor! Hhahahhah.

I wanna watch DRAG ME TO HELL. I will scream until you feel like killing me lol! I will squeeze the fats out of your hands haha. Please jio. Jio for study session also okayyyy.

spinny.

2009-06-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

So many ppl asking me why I privated my blog lol. So here you are, opened back again.
My head is spinning, vision is blurred.

Fell down alot of times while doing hand stand during ytd training, but it's alright. Worse is I fell down w my head hitting the floor, twice. At the same spot. Huge impact, cant bear w the pain at that point of time. It's better now of course. Just that there's a bump over on my head. Hope I'll not become stupid :/

Have been reaching home late and going out very early these few days. Not enough sleep. There's CIP again tmr, gonna report at 7.30am at Braddell. This sucks, I hope I'll feel better by tmr morning.

Things to blog about. Class outing @ Botanic garden. CIP @ SAVH(?). Pictures up soon.
Okay, feeling really giddy right now. Seriously hope there's nothing wrong w my head or whatsoever. Bye, needa get some rest soon.

trust.

2009-06-14T13:16:00.003+08:00

Life's pretty boring. Almost the same routine everyday, or you can expect what you'll be doing later. Sianzation, need entertainments.

Monday is tmr! Tmr is class outing! Class outing will be fun! Fun will be games! :D
1045am @ Orchard MRT. (1015 @ Sembawang, 1025 @ Khatib)
Feel abit guilty for going out when I havent finish studying zzz. Next week will be damn packed w stuffs, sian to the max.

THINGS TO DO :

Finish editing and go thru EC project.
Finish studying ECONS.
Study PACC (which I think I'll read thru only)
Study STATS (although I hate maths -.-)
Figure out ITAB excel formulas and whatever stuffs (sucky module)
ITAB project
FOM project
ONOW report

Anything else? Please enlighten meeeee. Who wanna study togetherrrr. I cant study at home lorrr. Dang. Please jio okayyyyyyy (:

I dont knw what I'm thinking. I dont knw what it might result to, or rather I'm trying to avoid it. Ahhh whatever. Sorry.

Trust your feelings.

EC week (=

2009-06-12T14:02:00.006+08:00

So fast it's gonna be another week, what a holiday huh. Went back to school from Mon-Thurs for Cheerleading.
Performed some mini routine on wednesday for SP Experience thingy, while some others performed on either Monday/Tuesday. Crowd getting lesser as each day passed, was quite zzz lol. But it's okay overall had funnnnn.

MONDAY.
Went to have a look of how it was like w Zoe and Stephanie. It was seriously a mini routine, and we didnt eat the free buffet! Lol wasteddddd. Then after that went shopping w Zoe, Stephanie and Yanzi! :D Then went to cut hair w Zoe and Michelle and then home-d! Shorter bangsssss~

TUESDAY.
Actually not going to look at the performance again. But in the end I still went..... No specific reasons lol. After performance had the buffet, and imo it sucks lol. Not nice de lorrrr. Then went mini shopping w Zoe, Pohkang, Songrong and Clement. Marina Square to Bugis to Khatib. Pohkang damn indecisive lahhh, po po ma ma damn funny lol, kiss the shoe haha! Clement also damn funny "hen duo ren lei, hen erxin", made me keep laughing. I'm laughing to tears when I'm typing it while rmb the way he said. LAUGH OUT LOUD! (Errr, no I'm at library now lol). Songrong, throw away your tee lah, the princess is hereeeee :D HAHAHA. Then went Khatib to eat w Zoe, Zoe's sis, Pohkang, Songrong and Clement. Shldnt have go to Khatib one lorrrrrrrrrrrrr. Unfair. Home-d.

WEDNESDAY.
Had a hard time sleeping the previous night, dont knw nervous what shit when it's only a mini routine lol. Met w the guys, breakfast, prepared and performance. Like no ppl de lor siao sia. Then after performance, buffet again, and it's nice this time round hahahah. Then we went to bathe and study w the guys and their friends. Quite irritating when they keep call me Madeline and exclaimed I looked like her. But it's okay, I da ren you da liang bu gen ta men ji jiao, shi bu shi!!! :p Zhijie made my left waist hurt okayyyyy! Pay me medical fees lol. Dinner at Northpoint Jap Foodcourt. Next time will be at Sembawang liao lolllllll! Pohkang, I swear I never tell you any jokes when we were going back home haha. I knw you love my jokes lah, dont have to dream that I got tell you jokes right lol!

THURSDAY.
Met w Zoe and the guys again. Breakfast, study and cheerleading training. Whole training was physical training, feel like dieing. But after the training I feel so light lol. Thankyou those who keep encouraging me yo :D And somebody who made me fell while in pushup position -.- HAHA. I've 6bruises in total now, and two of them are damn swollen de D: Awww my hand.

Hello to those 5CCHY guys :D So sad but i'm so not gonna JIANG lol. Happy figuring it out yourself. Awww that's so sad right. When the time is ripe, maybe.

Sian, I want my holiday. I dont wanna study anymore. Project sucks big time tooo.
Cos I dont have the courage to say it out.

new look.

2009-06-07T12:50:00.009+08:00

Ytd was MonoYono outing. Hope it wont be the last one lorrrr, cos ytd we'd hell lots of fun laughing, talking, joking and crapping. Sad that Dino going in Army in few days time while Bobby in few weeks. MonoYono outing will be quite bored w/o them uhhh awww. Dino policeman sioll, hope will see you in those MRT walking ard one ah hahahaha! Nicenice colleagues I've met :D

So there were me, Eleanor, Yuding, Emma, Bobby's gf, Bobby, Dino, ZhenYing and YongKeat. So long since I last saw them, quite happy to be able to meet up again! Headed for steamboat at TianTian. Nth much to eat lorrrr, eat lai eat qu also about the same one very sian lol. But we have a fun time entertaining each other w jokes! My jokes ownage lah right Dino! ;p Dont use my jokes and entertain your gf lei, must credit de hor! HAHAHA.

After steamboat had drinks, slacked ard, taking pictures and they smoked blahblahblah. Then left for homeeee. On the train we were playing an intro game which is so damn retarded and paiseh haha. Yongkeat random facts kept me laughing lahhhh.

I've enjoyed ytd outing, really. Thanks ppl that make it possible! Dino &Bobby, hope you two will miss us! Can still meetup when you two are out rightttt! (L)

I seriously think I need a haircut, a new look. Hmm feel like dying my hair again, black roots becoming obvious liao worrr. But what clour! Shld I dye blackkkkk back? :/ Fringe is so long and messy now which obstruct my view and hence led to performance lol!

4E5 outing please update me. More details please scroll down, it's 1stJune post!
From what I knw now is.. (correct me if i'm wrong)
Ppl who are going : Me, Gwen, Zoe, Michelle, Yingpei, Samuel, Louis, Chinrong, Cheehao, Guangyi, Shuyan(?), Shermaine(?), Weijie(?), Clarence(?).
Ppl who are not going : Vivien, Weiqi, Sherlyn, Wendy Huin, Sharon
Ppl to be confirmed : Guanjie, Sheeren, Christina, Danial, Ken, Yongli, Kangjing, Yanhan, and whoever not on the list luhhhh.
P/s Those who really really have something on in the afternoon, you can join us for dinnerrrr! :D Lemme knw if those who're joining only for dinner k~

It's quite obvious alot of ppl havent confirm w me righttt, at least give me an answer okay then we can settle on the food like who to bring what. Thanks. EVERYTHING TO BE CONFIRMED LATEST BY TUESDAY!

fate.

2009-06-05T21:11:00.005+08:00

Awww sorry for not updating for so damn long, not including the class outing post. This will not be a proper update too I guess, just god damn lazy haha! Was so busy w school stuffs for the past few days, projects and trainings. And I hardly can find time to online and do things that I really wanna do :/

Holiday's schedule is damn packed. Where got time to study for MST!! D: Screw all this shitty things that take my holiday awayyyyyyy. Only free on 8 &9June plus weekends during the holidays. But still must ask me out to relax okayyy, I'll try to plan lol!

I was very happy today. Hahaha fate okay, so miracle! (L) Omg lah, awww. Damn freaking happy, sort of brighten up my day after getting pissed off w ITAB haha! :D

TMR MONO YONO 7PM MEET @ BUGIS. Steamboatttttttttttt.

Some overdued pictures. More pictures at fb (will upload tmr lol)! :D
Dino &Bobby's graduation day!

Webcam @ Itab!

EC Interview.

FOM Presentation.

WEIDONG, see I so good never put lorrrr :D Must bring me to FC1 okay dont forgettttt :p

2009-06-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION TO ALL 4E5'08 PEOPLE.

Cheers for class outing! :D Give suggestions okay peepsss. Everything is quite confirmed till now, unless you have better suggestions or whatever it is, we can discuss again. Please try to turn up cos I believe everybody will be busy w their things after holidays. Moreover some of you all also busy during holidays de righttt. You all keep saying miss secondary school friends, so now it's the chance for all of us to get back the old times, dui bu dui?! Dont say say only, then when there's chance to catch up you dont appear ahhhh. And the date is chosen on 15th June cos from what I knw most ppl dont have CCA on that day, plus different JC &Poly have different period of holiday. SO TRY TO MAKE YOURSELF FREE ON THAT DAY INSTEAD OF KEEP CHANGING PLANS OKAYYY.

Please help to pass down the msg to those 4E5 people in your school thanks. It'll seriously help (:

TAKE NOTEEEEE.

15th June 2009 which is a Monday, most likely from 11am-5pm.

Trip to Botanic Garden, to play games and POTLUCK! Etc, frisbee, captain's ball. If you wanna play please kindly tell me and bring those balls/frisbees needed! POTLUCK : Everybody bring some food/utensils needed and we can have our pinic or whatsoever hahaha!

FOOD NEEDED (POTLUCK) :
1. DRINKS (at least 8 1L bottles) , 3-4ppl bring
2. BEEHOON/FRIEDRICE (HALAL/NON-HALAL) , 1-2ppl bring
3. POTATO CHIPS (any brand/flavour you guys like , 5-6ppl bring
4. FINGERFOOD (eg. Crabmeat,nuggets,fishballs,hotdogs etc.) , 3-4ppl bring
5. Sandwiches , 1-2ppl bring

UTENSILS NEEDED:
1. Fork , spoon ,cups & serviets (50pieces kind), 1person supply

EXTRA STUFFS THAT WILL BE NEEDED:
1. Garbage bag
2. Mats for us to sit on the grass

Contact GWEN if you’re going and please do tell her what you will be bringing. Soon okay! Cause GWEN is going to have her common test soon (9,10&11) and she will be going for camp from12june-14june. And most likely unable to reply all your questions during this period of time! Any questions during 7-14june, please direct questions to Jessica! Jessica will try to answer all questions.

APPEAR AH OR ELSE I ANGRY HORRRR.

my fault?

2009-05-27T20:42:00.004+08:00

I'm tired, very tired. Body is aching, bruises and stuffs. Every wed i'll be damn tired cos of cheerleading practise which I'll reached home at ard 11pm on tues (&thurs). And wed tutorials starts at 8am, freaking not enough sleep.

Something wrong w me this few days. I feel as though everybody is finding fault w me. I've been trying to change myself. For others? Which I usually thought I shld just be myself and dont care about others. Sensitivityyyy. And now I realise I've been quiet in some ppl's eyes. And that's shocking to me. Ppl pulling a long face for idk what reason, ignorance and what else more?
I miss secondary friends. Even though I see Zoe &Michelle like everyday! Awww :D 4E5 outing during the holidays, somebody plans pleaseeee.

Everybody has their different point of views towards a particular thing, which might led to disagreement and sometimes conflict. But I thought it was good to have different point of views so that we can have more ideas and take in the better ones? Everybody is like stressing out and busy w projects, but, who isnt? And then, who to blame when not doing your part. Different speed of doing things, and then what to do if someone finished first? Obviously nobody is that clever and know how to do everything. Errr, mouth? I'm taking everything as a whole btw.

Met Dino &Bobby w Zhenying after their graduation today! Dino damn outstanding today lol! How long more since I'll graduate, sian sia. Happy to see them after so longgggggggg. MonoYono outing next saturday okayyyy :D

Driving me crazy. My room is in a mess. Everything is in a mess. I dont knw what I'm doing. I dont.

I'm crazy too, ohgosh. I dont understand what the hell I'm thinking.
I love the way you smileeee :D

eyechoco ^^

2009-05-25T19:49:00.002+08:00

Just a small lil thing, and it made me smiled :D
Awwww, how to resist sia. I think I'm gonna go hua-chi again. Ahh damnsxzsz. Cute huhhhhh.

Projects and tutorials are really pilling up! Had thoughts of skipping school every now and then. Or even quitting school, ridiculous I knw yea. Havent been doing my tutorials, havent been studying any modules at all (well, except PACC and Econs).

Projects to be done.

EC to interview some foreigner workers; due by next week i supposed.
FOM report on our presentation; due by this/next week i supposed.
FOM F1 project; due on week7.
ITAB PBL assignment; due on week12.

FOM and ITAB are seriously driving me crazy ): What else more? All these are killing meeeee. Needs help, seriously.
Stop procrastinating! Sighhhhhh.

NEEDS MOTIVATION! (L)

Just gusto<3

2009-05-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

Back from cheerleading camp, 2days 1night.
Weee JUST GUSTO (L)! :D

Overall was fun, cool, slack and tiring to me. Haha abit ironic I knw. Pictures not w me, think it'll took damn long for the seniors to upload too, shall post it only when they posted it (:

First day.
Reported to Clubhouse w Zoe &Daryl. All seperated to different groups. B for Braves, best cheerleading in Japan! Haha, some introduction games, to our bunks, by walking here and there.
Our bunks are at MUG @ MOBERLY. Damn cool rightttt, everybody sleep together lol.
Errr then training. Became the base, wah the girls did shoulder-stand on my shoulder. Freaking pain lah, had bruises and my shoulders are aching like siao now. Now I can understand the how the guys suffered lol.

Then had some dirty games. Played sort of captain ball and Dog &Bone using foodieee. Captain ball using dead whole chicken. Swear it stinks like hell, damn sticky too yucks. But I still touch it alot of times cos it was funnnnn! :D Bathe and had night walk. It wasnt that scary as compared to FOC, overall it was alright lah. Cos I kept shouting Gusto Cheerleading when I think got somebody wanna scare us lol! Damn no guts i knw :x After that went to 7-11 and some of them had supper and went back our bunks to sleep.
Wanted to sleep but somebody keep dont allow me and Zoe to sleep. Keep exclaiming we snatch their sleeping bag when they didnt bring one and infact they are the one snatching our sleeping bags lol. And they blamed me for causing them to sleep the last the next day, which in fact... Act cute ah lollll.

Second day.
Breakfast and headed to Sentosa. Big group of us trying to squeeze into the train and trying to be the first to reach Sentosa. Damn funny when the whole group of us run towards our destination and ppl giving a weird look lollll. Reached Sentosa had our lunch and had activities. Did stunts in the water. Shoulder sit, shoulder stand and etc. It was freaking cool i swear! Did like group stunts also, was quite miracle that we can succeed lol! Got passerby took pictures of us too, wonder if they'll put it on stomp lol joking. I was screaming when I was doing the shoulder stand at first, damn high and i was so afraid i will fall, so paiseh! It was freaking cool overall, although i had more bruises and my body aches like shit at the end of the day. I'm so sorry to those who I'd accidentally hit you when I fell into the waterrrr :x

Dinner w a number of campers and trained home. Lol those CCHY guys are funny lahhh. Birdshits and their topic always the same one! Made me kept laughing, and then I realised there's alot of links from ppl in YTSS w them, small world I guess. I think they have problem w me, like keep finding faults w me sia zzz, saddening lol. Esp lol, ahem.

I'm exhausted, whole body is aching D:
Ahhhh eyecandy! <3

singing crazee.

2009-05-21T20:30:00.005+08:00

Had been crazying these few days. K session for consecutive two days, ytd and today.

Yesterday; Kbox @ Amk.

Me, Larissa &Cindy! Sang from ard 4pm-8.30pm. $10 per person all thanks to my voucher haha. Sang alot alot of songs, took alot alot of pictures. Me and Larissa were like crazying taking pictures while Cindy kept singing lol! We took 144pictures in total lolllll. Damn crazy and retarded lahh. More pictures to be viewed in my facebook, if you are my friend (:
Bought my durian pancakes too, like finally. So happy! :D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84119&id=737716772#/photo.php?pid=1953550&id=737716772

Today; K2 @ Moberly.

Anw, I poned PACC lecture today :x Was damn sudden to go sing K as we just came up w the idea during FOM lecture today lol! Went to sing during our 3hrs break yo. Me, Larissa, Cindy, Shakilah &Yuting. Damn funny at first, but towards the end they not high liao. Took quite alot of pictures tooooo, 54pictures lol. More pictures can be viewed in my facebook once again! :D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84119&id=737716772#/photo.php?pid=1953354&id=737716772

Going for Cheerleading camp tmrrrr. Gonna pon ITAB lecture just bcos of this. Sucks lah, I'm becoming a bad student :/ Lol I'll study from Sunday onwards! :D Bye, I know you guys will miss me de righttttt (L)!

SORRY KEN BESTIE LAHHHH! Next time you ask, I sure go one okayyyyyyyyyy :D

Stay.

2009-05-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

Damn pissed of w my laptop. There's problem connecting to the Internet everytime, easily disconnect as well. Freak.

Gonna finish my PACC soon. Left Econs &Stats. Econs can kill me lah, I dont understand elasticity, damn this topic. Hate Stats, blahblahblah. Havent research on Japan stuffs, and do a interview on foreign workers for EC. Havent research on F1 for FOM. Havent found an organisation that our class could do our CIP for ONOW. Itab, freak that subject too. Everything is damn freaking messy. PEKCHEK AHHHHH.
MARCUS I'M GONNA KILL YOU. Faster fly home lei, I need help in ECONS. Bastard siollllllllll lol.
My father just asked if I study till very tired, lol if I say yes, can I quit school pretty pleaseeee? D:

My eyes are tearing from trying on those contact lens. But it took me total ard 15mins to learn how to wear and take it off, clever girl :p

Would you stay with me,
if I tell you the truth?

misses.

2009-05-17T10:22:00.005+08:00

Day out to town ytd w Emma &Eleanor. Surprisingly Eleanor appeared lol! Awww, freaking long never see the both of them liao. Still as bitchy as ever lolll.

Went to visit Eleanor's mum at Isetan, and sampled quite a few food. Lol like typical aunties wanting to eat free food -.- I think you can go full by sampling every food over there lahhh. The food that Eleanor's mum is selling is nice. Anyway it was a Japanese food festival event lol.

Went to Fareast. Wanted to eat KFC but it was packed. And ate Subway, again. I'll grow sick of Subway one day lahhhhh. Then went back Isetan to find her mum for some nice icecream as exclaimed by Eleanor. It was damn huge, and I didnt want it. Cos I dont really like icecream, it's fattening! Moreover it's in Greentea flavour which I hate it alot, and the other one is Vanilla which I dont like. It was damn giant de lahhhh, $3.50 per cone siao. But Eleanor's mum treated us, thankssss! I didnt manage to finish it as it was seriously alot and I was damn full after eating Subway. Oh, the cone was not those normal cone, my cone swollen at the bottom, looks and sounds so wrong lol! Ohyah, then me and Emma realised there's KFC and Subway at Shaw House too, how stupid of us.

Went shopping w Emma, while Eleanor studying at Mac Cafe. My wallet only left w $2 after shopping trip ended. Saw Stephanie working, damn shocked lol. It was not a good shopping trip as I dont feel happy. I bought like so lil thingsssss. NOT HAPPY! And I didnt go Taka and buy my durian pancake which I've been craving for very very longggggggg. SO SAD LAHHHH. Someone buys me a durian pancake can? D:

Took alotalotalot of photos w Eleanor in the train, damn zilian. Lol sad that Emma bused instead of trained. HAHA, next outing please plan!

AJISEN TMRRRRRRRRRR :D

second.

2009-05-16T12:34:00.003+08:00

Guess there's seriously alot of work to catch up. Poly life is not relaxing at all, wrong mindsettttt! Time-management!

Out to town w Emma, weeeee. So long since I saw her, &Eleanor too. Gonna find time and crash their lectures at TP lol! Bye peeps. Hope i'll get some pictures for all of you! :D

And ytd marked the second year. Time passed seriously very fast huh. Dont understand why some cmi girls still can find bf. Okay my bad over here, but seriously mah. I very not good meh, my expectations also not very high whattttt D: Aww i wanna get married at 23years old de lei!

escape flower.

2009-05-14T20:18:00.002+08:00

Dynamic Thinker: extroverted, theoretical, logical, planning, rational, self-confident, ambitious, direct, open, severe, organised, determined, witty, independent, purposeful, dynamic, energetic, optimistic, competent, responsible, clever, intellectual, enthusiastic, demanding, structured, controlled, aggressive

The Dynamic Thinker in love
There is no question: You belong in every respect to the born leaders among the personality types. Other types may doubt, be insecure about what they expect from life and their partnership - you don’t. You know what you want and take care to get it. This may have a intimidating effect on others and occasionally it will even be described as arrogant. Therefore, not everybody is going to chance approaching you as a potential partner, and you don’t find anything wrong with that. You prefer to be the conqueror rather than be conquered.

Besides, your demands of a potential partner are so high that the majority of the people around you would not qualify, anyway. You don’t like to compromise and, where love is concerned, you are not the least bit prepared to negotiate. You prefer to patiently search for someone who really fascinates you. But once you‘ve found him/her, you can fall in love head over heels and very passionately - a rare quality in a Thinker. However, even in this case, after the first rush is gone, your cool strategy subjects the relationship to a comprehensive examination, and quickly and decisively terminates it rather than put up with second best. It is not for nothing that literature likes to describe your type in military terms such as “general” or “field marshall”!

As a very self-sufficient person who has no problem being alone, and who appreciates his/her space, you really don’t care if your search for the perfect partner takes a little longer. Being so autonomous, you should look for someone who comes from a similar mold and who can deal with the fact that you are going to defend your independence like a lion even in a partnership. Not all types can handle the fact, that they may be an appreciated part of your life but never are going to be its only center. You have too many of your own interests, including your career.

Thinking too much, way too much :/
Help me.

Gusto (:

2009-05-13T21:06:00.006+08:00

HAPPENINGS IN SCHOOL.

MONDAY.

Had 4hours of long breaks again cos dont have ONOW lessons. Brunch @ FC6 and went to Bugis w Marcus &Zack to buy stuffs for our internal CIP thingy. They keep trying to outcast me lorrr, so bad lah! >:( And they kept gay-ing ard and made me laughed at their stupid retarded actions. Was damn difficult to find the stuffs we needed! It's either too expensive or not what we wanted zzz. Then Zack went somewhere and left me and Marcus alone.
We were walking ard, then Marcus' phone nearly dropped bcos I sort of push him, and it made me laughed and laughed lah. The reaction was superb lah lol. And we went to an Apple shop I think, and played w the stuffs there, and then w my sharp eyes, WE FOUND THE STUFFS WE WANTED. Hahaha credit me hor :p Then bought stuffs to eat and trained back school for STATS tutorial.

TUESDAY.
Went for Cheerleading training w Zoe! Know some new friends, friendly! (: Alot of small lil cute girls there, lol felt as if I'm a giant lorrr. Fun, cool and tiring. Lol learnt some stunts which are damn scary at first. Locking was hard, but after alot of tries it turned out better lol. The stunts was damn cool lah, I like! :D I kept forget to lock, and nearly fell down, but I didnt. Lol lucky me! Ended like ard 10pm? Trained home w Zoe and bought Mac home and eat. Reached home like past 11pm, damn freaking hungry and tired uhhhh.
Pictures up once I get those photosss.

TODAY.

Attended some lame talk(to me), Managing Concentration. At least I still got do the quiz okk, not like others (Shark &friend, Cindy, Yuting, Larissa &friend). HAHAHA, I'M SUCH A GOD GIRL WORRR.
Me and Larissa smuggled MrBean in, and ate secretly. But was damn afraid ppl take picture of us put in stomp, damn funny lahhh. We were more like chit-chatting and stoning there instead of listening. Ohya, there's some guys very irritating who kept exclaiming Csquare(Chinese Chicks), I was like wth, he kept repeating and told his friends, freaking annoying. Lucky we changed seats lol, and started our pinic :x

Then trained home w them except for Shark &friend. Larissa hair made me wanna vomit, I swear it's true okkkk lol! Damn funny lah, then we keep crapping and laughing lor. Me and Larissa were sitting opp of each other in the MRT, then suddenly her slippers flew to me sioll, damn pro lah. Damn retarded also. I hope she changes her shampoo, lol kidding lah :P

Sorry to disappoint you. But I'm not interested in him, nor him. Get it?

exhausted.

2009-05-13T20:08:00.005+08:00

It's only the fourth week of Semester1 and I'm feeling so damn freaking tired. Stressed over projects and all sorts of modules. Procrastinating to do tutorial, daydream during lectures, what else more? I love PACC and well, Econs not that bad. But I hate Stats bcos it reminds me of Maths -.- HATE MATHS LAH. I hate travelling to and fro lah. Super longggg D:

STEAMBOAT @ BUGIS. Last Friday.

So met w Ken, and went and find Shuhui, Weiwei and Jiafang. Then waited for Weiwei and Jiafang till they finished their pool trials. Trained to Bugis, thought we were very late, but we're not lol. 4 pathetic campers who really went and ate.

Oh well, felt a lil bit out of place cos the facils were like having their own conversations. But lucky there's still BESTIE KEN who accompanied us, by his retarded actions and stuffs lol :p The ma la huo guo was damn freaking spicy I swear, I gave up like after awhile only lol!
Then we played zhong ji mima and alphabets lol. I kana the damn freaking mixed sauces twice. All sorts of sauces, pepper but except of garlic. I swear it was freaking disgusting lah, really feel like vomit and the second day the I still can rmb the smell sia. Disgusted omg.

Oh, then 4 of us the campers, went to the toilet tgt. Then when Weiwei flushed the toilet, the toilet bowl's water flooded the cubicle sioll. Damn funny we screamed and ran out. Omg lah damn scary can, first time first time! :X

Nothing much lahhh, made two new friends Weiwei and Jiafang lollll. Friendly people :D And thanks Ken for helping to carry my laptop. KEN BEST LIAO LAH RIGHT! (:

Actions.

2009-05-10T09:44:00.004+08:00

How? How? How?
As if you keep asking how will solve the problems hor. Please lah, actions speak louder than words. What's the point of worrying but not doing anything about it? Hate this.
No, I'm not jealous.

Steamboat for two consecutive days, fattening. Blog abt it another day.

Cheerleading trials on Tues/Thurs. Hope I wont screw it zzz. There's the Cyclists camp too, but I'm not interested in that CCA lol. Chinese Cultural Club&Cheerleading camp clashed siolllll, which one shld I go? :/ I found out every CCA I joined start w C wor. Cyclist, Chinese Cultural &Cheerleading. Lol!

I'm tired, sick of everything.
Ignorance, lies. What else.

i dont understand.

2009-05-07T00:47:00.002+08:00

I'm a bitch who scolds ppl bastard and yet still chatted w him. Wtf, I seriously dont understand what I'm thinking, Bang wall and die lah. I seriously very confused w my feelings. Right after I stepped into SP.
And sometimes, I hate guys treating me so good.
I'm afraid and yet I cant.

I knw all these while are just lil games, but yet I still fell for it. How dumb chld I get? There's the call. Yea right, fate huh. Sucky hell. And then what is this call about? Why are you calling me yet again after months? What are you going to tell me? How terrible it was, or just anyhow call one person in your contact list to talk to? Freak lah, seriously. It was a mistake. Right from the start.

And now, I'm beginning to wonder.
Why. Why must it be at this moment?
Why. Why I'm still hoping for the impossible.
Why. Why I'm still missing those times.
Why. Why the hell am I not sure about my feelings.
Why. When I'm so damn confused and I dont knw who to turn to?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Tell me I'm thinking too much. Way too much.
Is there anything else I can do?

I'm not MIA-ing. I just dont see the need.
But yet again, I'm so confused.
And so, who's here for me now?

sucky feelings.

2009-05-06T19:31:00.003+08:00

School has been tiring although there are times w intersting tutorial w funny tutors. Lack of sleep, that's the thing.

I'm very very addicted to Restaurant City. All thanks to Marcus siollllll. Damn it, now even lectures I on it and let it run to level up faster -.- Arghhh distractions! But idk why at home I cant load RC leiiii, keep unable to establish a connection! Then like this how to level up sioll. Anybody can help!?

L4D was still alright, as I dont dare to play alone cos of those disgusting zombies ewww. I like to play as a grp, then I can scream, although it's very retarded to scream lahh. I've become very very vulgar cos of this game awwww. That's so sad. I'm a girl, and I'll stop using vulgar. Okay this is my how many times saying this now? Lol!

Went for the CCA showcase today w Zoe, Michelle, Yingpei, Wendy and Vivien! So many different CCAs and packed w alot alot of ppl. Damn freaking hot and humid, feel so stickyyy urghh. Although there's like 100 over different CCAs, but there's like nothing really interest me sioll. WHAT CCA SHLD I JOIN LEIIII?!

Considering Tennis, Badminton, Cheerleading and Dance. Tennis need to buy own racket, which I dont see the need to, so probably wont join that. Badminton cannot find the CCA booth -.- Cheerleading, I've put down my name for contact info alrrrr. Dance has camps and audition which I dont think I can get in w sooooooo many ppl wanting to join dance.
I wanna join Cheerleading, who wanna join w me. Sounds so bimbo lahhh, but there's no other interesting CCA! I like hyper CCA, although I dont mind Air Rifle too and again, but SP doest offer that awwww.
SO TELL ME WHICH CCA I SHLD JOIN LEI.

I feel so aunty now for what I did just now. Or rather, we lol! :X

And tell me, why am I having this horrible feeling.
I hope, i hope.
This is so damn sucky man.

'cos you might be the one.

2009-05-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

Guanjie, excited for the answer not :D
At the end of this post k!

TRITONS OUTING.
So almost all the campers went. There's Me, Shuhui, Sinyee, Shimin, Daryl, Leroy &Junjie. Our previous plan was WWW>Escape>Xmen. But I dont wanna go WWW, cos I hate water, and dont wanna go Escape cos it's a waste of money. Then I was quite reluctant to join for the movie as well as I dont watch action movies. In fact I hate it lol.
Thus the plan changed to Xmen>Walk ard. Then chnged to Subway>Pool>Arcade>Kbox>Paya Lebar some Lan shop>Geylang.
But we didnt go for pool cos it's damn expensive, didnt go for Kbox cos they thought it was too expensive as well.

Thus, ytd outing was Bugis>Subway @ Marina Sq>Arcade @ Marina Sq>Lan shop @ Paya Lebar> Frog porridge @Geylang.

Spent most of the time at Subway eating, playing, joking, chatting, gossipping. Funny lorr. Sinyee and Junjie left first cos they have plans at night. Played House of the Dead 4 w Leroy at arcade, I died damn fast lor! Too long never play liao, noob si le! Zzz was keep pissed off w myself lol! So after that Daryl wanted to escape home but aiya plans keep chnging and thus went Paya Lebar to play L4D. Cos it's near to his house also -.-

It was my second time playing only lahh. We played like two different mission(?) then restarted four times lol! I'm the most noob de lah, everytime die first zzz. But got one part only I survived okay! :P Hate the bomber keep vomitting at me -.- I kept screaming and screaming, giving retarded comments, move the mouse vigoursly when the dead are like surrounding me and I still died lol, and then scolded some vulgar. I'm too into the game alr lahh! Super fun, was addicted to it lol. The first time Marcus taught me still not addicted one lor! But Marcus caused me to get addicted to Restaurant City! -.- Played like ard 3hrs plus and then head to Geylang.

Walked from Geylang Lorong 40 to 3. Saw quite a number of things lahh, but aiya expected de also mah. Ate frog porridge and by the time was alr ard 11.15pm. Walked to the nearby Mrt which is Kallang. Cant imagine we walked from Paya Lebar to Kallang and I never complained! Lol, by the time I reached home was 12.30am. Freaking exhausted from those screaming when playing L4D. I think I exercised my throat and fingers alot :D

Guanjie, just now I think very long liao. Although you exclaimed that you meet all of my criterias, which in fact I dont think so. Lol, but awww not gonna accept you dont be sad. Me can share w you jokes next time! :D Plus just now you keep say me rabbit, minus alot of marks, and thus you failed. HAHA. Omg this is seriously crap lahhhhh.
DONT BE SAD OKAY. WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS! Me love you too de worrr, haha. Sounds so wrong!

You like him right?
No, why?
Why not?
You knw, actually the person chld be you.

are you the one?

2009-05-01T22:06:00.007+08:00

So funny, ppl thought that I have a bf. Awww, so sad but I dont.

And, I have funny classmates who suspect that me and Marcus are together. Sorry but I have to disappoint you lol! I'm such an honest girl who doesnt lie! So you guys better believe me (:
Haha, and please lah. This is only week2 lei. And oh my freaking god, I'm not that despo, and where got ppl so fast jiu like and be tgt one sioll. Crazy. Marcus is my sister siolll, hor! :D Steady lahh lol.
I dont want a boyfriend, I need a real man, real man, real man. Lol, rmb Shengyao kept singing this song!

I dont think I've very high expectations lorrr. So I dont think I need to lower down my expectations! ;p

55-65kg
170-185cm
same age/older than me by at most 3years!
average look will do (but best if he's handsome/cute right!)
tanned and fit body! (i hate white and skinny/muscular body)
have a nice sunshine smileeee! :D
humourous, outgoing and sporty! lol.
not flirtyyy, i wanna be the only one in his mind!
can cook nice nice food for me!
trust, tolerate and understand me!
OBVIOUSLY MUST LOVE ME RIGHT! (L)

Seeee, my expectations also not high right! But obviously must have chemistry also one mah, or else everything also equals to nothing lol! Fate lah, if it's meant to be yours, it'll be yours. It might just happen within few seconds and make me realise you're just the one. Guess my one havent appear sioll. Never see any really attractive one, no fast fast heartbeats since very long liao wor. Lol, I'm thinking too far now.

I always dreamt that my love will appear like those in Taiwan dramas. Awww so sweet but so not gonna happen in reality. I knw lahh, it's impossible to find a perfect guy lah. If he's perfect he wont be single liao lorrr lol.

Love colours the world, be it dull or bright.
He can make you smile, even though you dont want to smile.
He knows your flaws, but just doesnt care.

peektures of us.

2009-05-01T01:14:00.001+08:00

Pictures taken ytd during break! :D Weee, I LOVE WEBCAM (:

Love my girls too(although Larissa not in as she overslept)! Larissa is a super blur sotong lahh, cant stand her man lol!
4E5 clique is still the biggest love lah okay :D Me never forget about you guys!

This is Zack, ZhenJun our chairman anyway. He likes to model his down to the lecture hall to take the attendance sheet, and model up again to take attendance. Cute right :D

Animations! :D (Thanks Larissa!)

MONDAY @ AJISEN
Okays, I'm not going to blog about Monday anymore, cos I'm just too lazy lahhh. More pics at my facebook! :D (Thanks Justin &Aaron!)

just the both of us.

2009-05-01T00:48:00.004+08:00

So today(ytd thurs) ended school at 3plus instead of 5pm. That's a good thing I suppose. As planned went Funan w Shark &Marcus. And my laptop is fixed alr, I'm very very very happy okay :D Thanks Shark &Marcus! (L)

Shark &Marcus were like taking the free coffee/hot chocolate while I was repairing my notebook. Cheapoooo :p It was fast okay, ard 15mins or so and it made me happy afterwards. Awwww. Love you two lahhh! :D

Walked to Bugis as we wanted to go SimLim to get screen protector for our notebooks. But went to Mac and slacked first. Bought Strawberry Mcflurry and it's damn nice, to me :D Although it's fattening. Ahhh well, who cares.
Webcamed w Fabian and Cindy.K! Fabian accepted the webcam thingy but once he saw the webcam is on, he ran away. Nice one lah. His reactions is damn freaking funny lor, and dont knw what he used to cover the webcam. Act shy only. Cant see Cindy's webcam! D:
We were chatting and then Marcus was like telling me to look at our "neighbour", some women(you knw those lah) trying to cheat a old man money sioll! The old man handed three of them $100 lei, act rich only lor. Damn lame lahhh, I think the uncle doesnt read news regualry :X Nothing much lah, they still take pictures sioll -.-

Went to SimLim and get our notebooks done w the screen protector thingy. Then we were about to cross the road to the Bugis Junction. Suddenly got very very very loud gunshot sound sia, 4times eh! Damn freaking scary lah. I was thinking like if it's terrorist or what, and I dont wanna die yet. I dont dare to cross the road lahhhh! Marcus said something burst while some strangers said it's fireworks -.- LAME LAHHH. Also no fireworks in the skies lol. Okay lah, in the end we still crossed the road. Me &Shark trained home while Marcus went and find his friend, towards the gunshot place. And guess what, Marcus msged me and said it's to scare away/shoot the birds. Lame lahhh so damn freaking loud! Chuatio can!

Homed and onlined. Somebody keeps wanting to webcam sioll. Miss me too much le right, as if la hor. Retarded and act cute actions. Ji er xin yi xia worrrr! Okay lah, it was retarded overall lol!

Scandalous, not.

2009-04-29T22:37:00.003+08:00

I'm sleepy D: I was about to fall asleep during Econs lecture today, oh-so-freaking tired lahhhh! Hate every Wed, although it's the day when I get to dismiss the earliest(3pm). Freak lahhh!

Webcamed w Ken today during break time. He IS freaking retarded and act cute. I swear okay! Me and shark are like laughing and laughing lahh. Sibei thickskinned wor lol. He thinks he's very cute uh. And not I bad post his pictures online de hor, is he asked me to! Wanna fill up my blog space. Awwww, I'm such a kindperson to help you fufil your wish lol! :x Okay stop diam-ing me hor I tell you. Ji act yi xia. I have a very cool dp as compared to his webcam. Oh well. Thanks for your books ah Ken! :D

Lazy to blog abt monday's outing. Yeahhh, tmr going Funan! Going to get my laptop fixed! Thanks marcus :D Chocos is the loveeee!

DAC08 sports day.

2009-04-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

Feels so shagged from today's activities. Shall blog more about it tmr. And Monday's outing awww.

Tiredtiredtired. It's past 12midnight and I'm still online. Bcos of tutorials and some projects thingy. EC sucks, hate english to the core. Tmr gonna report at 8am, what time must I wake up then? Freak sia, I'm damn freaking tired now, my eyelids are getting heavier each seconds.

Bye, dont knw what I'm talking about. I'm finishing the stupid EC presentation thingy soon, hope I wont screw up tmrrrrr.

Misunderstanding. It's a disaster.

2009-04-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

ScreweduplifeIdontknwwhatI'msupposedtodo. Itsucks. Liketotallyurghhh. Yeait'sokayit'salright. CosI'mnotgonnabotheredaboutitanymore. Happy?

I'm very very sleepy right now. But I havent finish my tutorials work. My room is in a mess. I'm lazy to tidy it. I need to dig out something which I forget where I put in my room. I need time to go to Funan. There's so many things I wanna do. Cards &words for you. Tired and sicked of everthing. Esp you, made me feel so disgusted.

Ahem, dont forget what you promise me worrr. Me got evidence! Tmrtmrtmrtmrtmrrrrrrrrrrr.

2009-04-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

Went out to Bugis w Yuya todayyyy. Bought quite a number of things, awwww lol. Feels like a loser keep spending money like water. So lonely to take back and fro, it's alright gonna get used to it soon I guess.

We saw Ronald, and it was freaking funny. His reactions was like shocked? Lol, and chldnt rmb us at first. Bad bad bad, not special so ppl cant rmb! D: But at least he still rmb after that. Nth much luh, walked till my legs damn suan.

I cant believe I deleted all your msges. Which at first I saved each and every of your msges. Ahhh, feels so stupid. Might as well la right bastard. Not worth it. So not worth it! I was blind enough I guess. Lesson learnt. Rmb what you last said to me? Lies lah, just shut up. Dont come to me only when you need me, that's very selfish of you. Freakkkkkkk.
Have I done the right thinggggg. Trust. I cant even trust you.

2009-04-25T22:20:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY.
click to enlarge pics!

School supposed to dismiss at 5pm again. ITAB lecture from 2pm-5pm. But first lesson and nth much again and was dismissed at ard 3pm AGAIN. Okay, honeymoon week lahh. Met w 4E5 cum SP ppl who are going to the 4E5 dinnerrr! :D Waited for Wendy who only dismiss at 5pm. In the meantime I was watching videos on my laptop, it was freaking hilarious okayyyyy. I was laughing and laughing lol. Played webcam w Yingpei too, paiseh sioll lol.

Reached Yishun at ard 6.30pm, when we were supposed to meet at 6pm. BUT SP SO FAR SIOLL, NO BLAME US :x Dined at XIN WANG HK CAFE! Asked for 16seats lol, and left ard 5 seats empty? Damn dua pai sioll, one row of seats. Then we were like chatting and not ordering food at first as there's still ppl who havent reached. Then think the ppl there are quite pissed off w us wor. We were QUITE noisy lol! Took long time to order, and the aunty has to attend to one person at a time to our orders, funnaye. Spent 2hours plus at XinWang lolll, damn inconsiderate of us to keep chatting down there where there's alot of ppl queueing for seats. And we're the ones who are taking up their seats. Oh well. Total cost was ard $140! That was freaking expensive, stupid GST. Pictures alot. And we were playing the pepsi-cola-123 game, using our thumb. Retarded lahh. Stupid sherlyn! I'm good at avoiding sioll :D

Slacked near YTSS playground there. Was damn freaking noisy. Used my laptop and started webcaming w ppl. Lol, stupid kuku damn funny lahhh. Was trying to show her everybody who was present over there. Shocked dao worrr haha! Ken webcam sucks lahh, only awhile nia, not fun! Then started taking pictures via my webcam and Gwen's camera! Retardedness.

Played the watermelon game! YEAHHHH, ME LOVES WATERMELON GAME! Hahaha, Gwen and Guangyi lost and had some forfeit but it was pretty easy I guess. Then there was a lil boy behind us keep doing the watermelon sound when we were playing lahhh. Ji funny and cute yi xia lor! Played murderer as well. That was stupid but fun lahhh. Like we seriously deprived of childhood lahhhh, omg lol. Kept on last game but not moving, until I seriously need the toilet. Ah wellllll.

Bused home w Gwen, Zoe, Chinrong and Ken! Bus 856! Feels like going back home from YTSS, awwwww. Reached home at 11pm and what did I do? Errr, not impt lol.

2009-04-25T22:02:00.004+08:00

So many to blog about. Lazy lazy lazy. Screw life, there's not enough time to enjoy! D:
I'm ABOUT to finish my ONOW homework, yeahhh. Thanks Marcus sioll, like I'm just writing what he was saying. Ahh whatever, it's a crap module anyway. Well to me, it is! Hahahhaha.
I only bought Stats and PACC textbookkkkk. Gonna go broke le lahhh.

THURSDAY.

School supposed to dismiss at 5pm! It was FOM tutorial from 2pm-5pm. But somehow it was the first lesson, so nth much lahh. We were dismissed at ard 3pm! Early early, so Me, Shakilah, Cindy and Larissa went to JurongPoint. Larissa must be sick till blurred alr. Blur sotong lah lol. She thought JurongPoint is at JurongEast. She thought we were going IMM which has DAISO. But aiya, complicating. In the end we still end up in JurongPoint lol.

Walked ard JurongPoint but didnt buy anything expect of three packets of tibits! It was nice and cheap okkkkk, 3for$5 lei! :D Hahaha, whatever. Slacked at Mac and watched some stupid video. It was retarded but oh well. Chatted abit, walked ard and trained home.

I knw how to roll my eyes can! They kept exclaiming it was retarded of me to keep rolling my eyes, and keep laughing at me. Bad girls. I was trying very hard to make eyes to roll one full round, but it seems that it failed. Lol, whatever. Me not retarded lei D:

Sometimes, I really wonder at poly I can really find true friends. Not saying that those ppl I'm hanging out w noe it's not good lahh. But it's like not much common topic to talk about. Trying very hard to adapt to this poly life.

2009-04-22T19:01:00.003+08:00

Hello, school had started on Monday! It's not bcos I'm busy then I never update this blog worrrr. Is bcos I'm lazy, hahaha :x Tired these few days! Reporting to school early, squeezing w ppl in train. And still ending school late and still squeezing w ppl in train. This seriously sucks lahhh. Sometimes I seriously wonder it'll be more convenient if I choose NYP. Or maybe I live near dover. Ahhh, oh well.

Timetable sucks as well, as there's long breaks in between. Like there's 4hours of break on Tuesday? If not we can go home like 1pm instead of 5pm? Tmr there's 3hours of break too. Hahaha, this is seriously crap siaaa. But at least dont have tutorials/lectures all the wayyyy. Hahah.
Anw, I hate lectures, cos it's so comfortable that I can fall asleep D: I like stats tutorial! Cos the tutor is veryyyyy entertaining. Haha, EC tutorial not bad too. PACC tutorial was boring, tone-dead one sia. But at least I think it's easy for me, at least I wont have difficulties struggling through Semester1. Lol, me still loves POA!! :D

So there's 4hours of break on Tuesday. Spent time at KFC and moberly. Eating, using laptop, watching dramas doing stupid things. Some slept, some played pool as well. Almost all ppl from the class are there lahhh. We seriously nowhere to go I guess. Haha, Moberly is a relaxing place though! :D

There's 2hours of break today. 2hours plus infact cos we were dismissed early. Ate at FC6 w the same bunch of ppl. Shakilah, CindyKong, Marcus, ZhiXiang, Fabian, and ShengYao. Larissa was sick uh. Then after that went outside MLT12 there to slack and used laptop. Haha, Marcus sent me L4D! And the game was freaking scary cannnnn. I was screaming and dont knw what I'm doing when toe zoombies are attacking me. Omg, irritating! Lol, I totally paiseh myself lahhhh.

Saw alot of ppl today. Today is a say-hello day to me! Haha, totally crazy lahhh. The weather is so hot and humid this few days. Ah damn it! Sweatssssss.
Okay ending this off abruptly. Dont knw what to say, there's nth interesting.
NO SHUAIGE LAHHH.

2009-04-19T15:09:00.015+08:00

YTD WAS FOC OUTING! Well oh well. I'm so damn freaking tanned now can, but at least my skins are not peeling at all. Happy happy, or else I'll become a snake sioll. Lol! But my body got damn obvious two colour difference, sucks man. Sore throat, it's terrible. Coughs.

SUBWAY.
Met w Michelle at Yishun, Yuya and Ken at HabourFront, and Aaron, Justin and Kenneth at Subway. Met for breakfast but never eat, weird lol. Anyway, was sharing lots of my jokes! Me thinks it's funny lorrrr. Dont knw why ppl keep exclaiming it's lame. Okay la, cos it's lame jokes mah! :p Yuya was sharing her games, damn retarded. We still cant get the Monday-Friday game -.- It's was freaking hard lahhhh. And Yuya still dont wanna tell us the link! Sad luhhh. Was crapping at Subway until the other campers and facils arrived.

SENTOSA.
Gathered, photos and took the Monorail(?) to Sentosa. Reached there ard 12plus bah. The weather was freaking hot and sunny, didnt rain siolllll. Awww. Damn Ken who threw those sands into my shirt w Yuya sabo-ing and made me feels really disgusting! Played games like Monkey, Dog &Bone, Clingy game, Captain's Ball, Volleyball. And some camp games. Had one forfeit which was to ask one random guy for his number. I did asked sioll. Me asked, " Sorry, excuse me, can you give me your number. Dont need real one also can de actually". Then his friends said, " Aiya just gave her your real one de lahhh". Then he looked at me and said, "Okay sure", and start keying in his number. Haha, dont knw if it's real anot, never save his number also. Not handsome siollllll :x It was retarded lahhh. Noelle, Ken, Kenneth, and alot more did forfeit as well. Me sucks at tempo game lahhhh.

Zoe came ard 3pm, and then after awhile I was being "lifted" into the sea -.- Yuya freaking saboed me. Some carried my legs, hands and whatsoever lahhh. I was struggling to break free okay. I kept kicking to struggle free lahhh. But it failed obviously. Bully one sioll. Now my legs got scratches liao. Who are the ones who carried me by legs ahhhhhhhhhhh, lol. Thn after dumped me into the water, they were forcing me to do stunts lahhh. It was freaking scary can, I was damn afraid I'll drown lor! ME DONT KNW HOW TO SWIM OKAY ): I kept screaming and screaming. Then I kept wanting to get to the shore, but still failed. I only knw I keep grabbing on to someone's hands damn tightly, dont wanna let go. Haha! Was it Yuya's or Ken's? Dont knw lah, I just wanna get away. Lol! I'm so sorry Leroy and Junjie, not purposely want to strangle you two. Lol.

Sabo-ed Michelle, then after that more ppl kana sabo-ed. Lol! Damn retarded lah, but it was funny wor. Then kept throwing sands and seaweeds on each other. The Aaron is freaking retarded lahhh. Justin, Aaron and Yuya tried to teach me how to swim but failed. Feels like a retard leiii. Think they teach me till wanna vomit blood liao, lol! We tried to form a circle and swim to somewhere far. But I cant swim, and kept struggling. Then they exclaimed they were kinda drowning when trying to make me swim to that pole there. HAHA! :x Paiseh siolll.

Went to bathe ard 6plus. Damn sticky and disgusting. Sands all over my body, dont knw who hai wo de horrr. Then walked Michelle back to the Monorail there w Zoe. And we walked back to meet the rest. Dinner.

KFC.
Dined w Zoe, Shuhui, Leroy, Aaron and Justin. Hahaha. Crapped ard while eating. And we played the Watermelon game! Me loves watermelon game. Aaron looks damn retarded while playing that game and it was damn funny lahhh. Justin ate alot, yes alot! Enjoyed eating w them, cos it's very funnyyyyyy! Zoe, facebook! :p

ROOFTOP.

Met w the others and went to the rooftop. Think me and Zoe were crazy to run and compete each other lahhh. Freaking lame. Some games, forfeits, some drank, and photos! HAHA. Actually nth much over there lahhh. After awhile all seperated and went home.

MRT.
Was very tired alr. And to avoid from sleeping me kept singing songs w Zoe. Sang the camp songs like "Oh it was sad" and " X is the musical", sorry dont knw the titles. Lol. And sang songs that we sang during KTV. I think I was really too tired liao. But it was fun singing like that lor. Some ppl was laughing at us, bad bad. Hahaha. Reached home at ard 12midnight. Watched Table of glory by MioTV awhile and went to sleep.
More photos once I received.

Anw, I finished the show this morning, haha. Me watched the show bcos of Joshuaaaaaa :D
Tmr starts school alr! ): Seriously wonder what to do during super long breaks, zzz.

2009-04-17T12:45:00.003+08:00

I feel so lost. So freaking dont knw my way. I dont knw what I'm doing. Moreover, what I'm thinking. Confused. Is this how things shld go?
Freak, mind your words.

FLAGDAY @ SERANGOON.
No pic, lazy. Sorry.

Woke up at ard 5.40am, lol. Supposed to meet Shakilah at 6.15am at Semb mrt but she was late. It's okay anw! :D Saw XiaoZhou. Took the mrt tgt, w Shakilah as well. XiaoZhou donated to me! Haha, and I pasted the sticker over the SAJC logo :x Wellwell.

Reached Serangoon at ard 7.15am or so lahhh. Thought we were the latest but we're not. Hahaha. Went asked for donations ard the area afterwards.

Me was tireddddddddd, kept yawning and very lazy to ask for donations! :/ And I've to smile to everybody even though they just ignored and walked away. That's the basic what. Then my smile turned damn fake, and my jaw is damn suan cannn. Lol. Whatever lahhh. See those who's likely to donate and asked, "Hi, whld you like to donate?" and "Thankyou". Was dieing sioll. Since how long had I last worked and stand for how many hours?! Mygod. There's like so many NYJC students sia, but only one guy donated to me. Other all stingy and PRETENDING to reading their notes, like wth.

Nothing much lah. Flagday, Lunch, Flagday, SP. Counted our money. I'm the third in class! D: From the bottom that is, lol :x I've collected $26.45! Alot to me cann. Dont understand how can my classmate collect $122 siol, it's entirely full and the coins can drop out easily lei! Omg lahhh. Yiqian is guilty for not doing her job now, zzz.

I think those guys in my class are freaking immatured sioll. DEPRIVED OF CHILDHOOD! Lol! Went to toilet w 3guys, Fabian, ZhiXian and ShengYao. They freaking idotic cannnn. Bully me one! -.- Laugh at what stupid retarded things I did. But it was bcos I trust you all lei, then I'm so stupid to follow what you all tell me to do. Zzz. Thankyou Fabian for your twisties. Thankyou Marcus for willing to change the twisties(twice) w me. Lol! :x Thankyou for opening the twisties for me tooo. Yeahhh, me not weakling okay :p And the ZhiXiang made me laughed like siao! Bcos he couted his money alr, and arranged nicely on the table. Then I threw the stickers at him, he freaked out and his action damn big and his coins went messy. Haha, it happened twice okay! Damn freaking retarded lahhh. And they keep throwing some stupid random things at me! -.- And I dont knw why ShengYao keeps laughing, like a girl sia. Hahahah!

Waited for that kuku and blahblahblah. No more Moberly ytd, lol! Wanted to go for the Welcome party, we queued and went off before entering. Lol, retarded sioll. Ate at MACs though. And met Kuku's D. HAHA!

Trained back home. Along the trip I was sharing alot of jokes can! Me seriously think it's funny okayy. Kuku's D praised me that can go write a book about jokes leiii :D But he's damn slow to understand the jokes lahh. Generation gap I guess :x Lol! Whatever lahhh. It was retarded and lame lor. And Kuku's D jokes are like outdated. Before he chld finish it, we alr say out the answer. Haha, lousy sioll! Homed!

Didnt go out today. Supposingly going to sing K, but I've lost the voucher. (But I found it liao). And I dont have the mood to go out actually. Dont wanna spoil other's mood as well.

Tmr going to Sentosa I guess. I wonder if it'll be a wise choice huh. I'm starting to have a bad feeling about it.

School starting on Monday. Siansation.

2009-04-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Two different cases.
It's better to knw nothing, then to know everything.
Sometimes, I seriously wish I'm kept in the dark.

Lies, flings, time.
It'll make me realise how true are you, and how ugly ppl can get.
You're not my bf. You have no rights to control me la hor, freak. So what if I dont answer your calls, lamer. "WHY YOU GO MIA AH, WAHLAO". Errr, does it even matter? Please take note what relationship we are right now okay. And then what's the problem. You knew it, it was over. O-V-E-R. No more. Just bcos of your attitude, your actions.

Dear Mr Eyecandy ;
I've got something to say.
I've got something I wish to say.
I've got something I wish I could say.
To you.
At a moment like this, I wish..
; for you to stay w me.

2009-04-15T21:01:00.003+08:00

Me promised that I'll not scold the f word again. Gonna be more civilised okkkkkk. No any more ahlian(although me dont think I'm one). Although today I scolded once. BUT WHATEVER, I'm not going to say/scold/type the f word again. And dont be so bad to force me say it out k.

ORIENTATION @ SP.

Today nothing much luhhh. Met w Michelle, Wendy and Zoe to go school for lunch tgt. But only Zoe ate. I think I'm suffering from some eating disorder or something sioll. I'll feel hungry, but once I see food, I dont have the appetitte lor. Like for eg today, I only ate a piece of bread in the morning and dinner. Oh ya, and some sweets and chocos. I'm weird sioll.

Today was lecturers introductions. The Miss June Lim was damn freaking funny laa. Was laughing all the way sioll. Cute lecturer, haha. Had ACCOUNTPOLY game. Awww, was damn retarded. Some thieve stole all our money away, lol! Damn freaking lame. Bought alot alot of diapers but not able to sell them although we can earn a high profit. Haha, it was quite fun though (: Saw a caterpillar(?) on the way back to MLT, and I screamed. Lol, freaking retarded. Think ppl think I'm crazy sia, lol! The guys were like wth, haha! :x

Back to MLT8. Was issued tin and tmr 's tee for flag day. 7AM NEED TO REPORT AT SERANGOON. Kill me lahhhhh. Need to wake up like at 5am or what?! Zzzzzzzzzz. Unlucky siol, why so far! ): Chairman donated 10cents to me, cos I told him to. Haha! Then the sound was damn iritating so I wanted to take the coins out but failed. Marcus, ZhiXiang and ZhenJun tried to help but also failed. Haha, thanks anw though. They very bad sia. ME SAY ME IS GIRL OK. Lol, stupid sia, treat me as a girl can! Bully sioll. Lol.

Celebrated those april's babies bday at FC6 after that. Err, and today is SiewHoon's bday. Haha, cool man. Had bday songs, w some facils from DHRMP singing as well. Bday cakes and stuffs lahhh. Fattening choco cake! :x

Went to moberly(again!). I think my girls must take turns to buy the SP shirt sia -.- Went moberly thrice alr can, lol. Trained home and was actually quite tired alr. 5girls sharing 4seats, lol. Skinny ppl okay. Me not fat! ;p

Today somebody asked for my number in MSN. Haha, and I feel so honoured. Me is the first to have her number and the first number saved in her phone. Ignoring the fact that she cant rmb my number -.- Haha, awwwww. Right, Yingpei?! :D

Yeahhh, who wanna go sing K on Friday wor?! (:

2009-04-14T21:08:00.008+08:00

My whole body is aching like shit. Very lazy to move once settled down, zzz. My lappy batt is stucked, cant get it out. Ohwell.

ORIENTATION @ SP.

I was late for today. So sorry, haha! Me not purposely one okkk. Was damn packed early in the morning, and we cant squeeze in the train, thus Michelle and Kuku were seperated from us. And that made me laughed like siao okay, laughing till I reach dover lorrr. Hahaahaha.

Hmm, so met and went in the Convection hall(?) for some Principal talk and stuffs. But me was not listening at all(again), and was reading the magazine that was given out to us. HAHA! Whatever it is, I was still yawning and stuffs laa. Not even listening to what they were saying. Haha, very sleepy sioll. I what time sleep, what time wake up! ):

Okay then we went for lunch at KFC at Foodcourt5. Took alot of pictures. Saw PeiYing after like 23841147months can! That stupid blur girl, so lucky to be in the same class as Wendy laaa. Aww, me not same class w anybody in our school uh. But it's okay laa :D

Went back to the Convection hall to have some interaction games. Had class cheer, and was super hyped up. Me, Shakilah and XianYing. Lol, shouting shouting shouting. Played BlowWindBlow w DAC07. Was damn violent, funny, retarded and interesting laa. I was like screaming whenever I need to run. And they so bad one, everytime dont let me in, squeeze me out, want sabo me -.- Lol! Then me and a guy from DAC07 was like hooking each others' hands damn tightly and wanna sabo a girl in his class, dont let her squeeze in. She was like mad at us, lol! :x But it was seriously funfunfun! Me starting to like my class alr, haha!

Went to have station games, although only played two out of idk how many laaa. Limited time, 1hour. Play what sai sioll, camp is like more more more fun! Played the SnatchTheFlag(?) and BalloonAttack.
The SnatchTheFlag game is damn funfunfun. I was screaming when attacking/defencing sioll. Then the Jeremy(from Genson facil) keep distracting us! Keep shouting at our face w the shalalala cheer and we shouted back at him the you shut up part. Damn freaking retarded, but it was fun! Then I was distracted, and one girl managed to run past me, damn it. Lol. Whatever laaa.
BalloonAttack was crazy. I was screaming in fact when Marcus wanna burst my balloon. Haha, then he gave up and somebody still managed to burst my balloon. Aww, my pretty pink balloon ): Lol! Helped to clear up and went back to Convection hall.
Sad sioll Ken, never go to your station. Awww, cant make you feel paiseh le siaa. Haha.

After awhile was dismissed. Saw Ken, stabbed him but he never act dead. Damn him. Okay this is retarded, lol! Whatever ^^v. Went to Moberly(again), cos my girls wanna get the SP shirts. And off we trained home.

On the train I was super duper high laa can. Making them play the WatermelonGame w me. Haha, w all those sounds, attract ppl sioll. The woman opp us was like wth-ing. Hahahaha! And doing some stupid camp cheers, for idk what reason :x Then got the Army guy which made me laughed like siao. Wahlao, my eyes NOT one straight line when laughing hor. That's a sad case okkkkk! D:

Click to enlarge!

Me had fun todayyyy :D
Well, class is not bad afterall! (:

2009-04-13T21:10:00.008+08:00

So fast, holidays are overrrrr. Saddening.

Me dont really like my class. It's weirddd, but overall it's quite okay laaa.

ORIENTATION @ SP.

Met w Zoe, Michelle, Wendy, Zhiyun, Jiaqi and Liuqing at semb mrt to go school tgt. DAC was like damn boring okay. The atmosphere was like damn freaking quiet lor. I swear okkkk. Even those bomb games are like zzz. Dont knw what to say laaa. Lol. There's DBA 13 in the MLT too though.

Knw a new friend, Shakilah! Haha, we were like zihighing ard and kept talking laaa. Friendly person, keep laughing and crapping w her siol, lol! Didnt saw her during FOC camp, in grp Genio siaaa o.o That's not the main point laa okay, haha!

Errrr, got dont knw what SPICE training and the library thingy one laaaa. But me was not listening at all, kept yawning like nobody's business laaa. Freaking sleepy as I was very tired from staying out whole day the previous day. Stupid kuku still talked to me in MSN siol. Act yi ge in DBA jiu liao bu qi issit. Haha! Then there was some survey thingy la, but me and Shakilah was like chatting and never care abt the surroundings and thus didnt knw abt the survey thingy until Yuting(?) told us. So retarded la cann. Haha, saw Sebas the meow when me and Shakilah went toilet.

Lunched at FC3. Not considered lunch sia, cos never really eat. Me was like shouting across tables to knw what's the others' names and where they live. Hahaha, retarded siol. But it was funny laaaaa. Until I realise there's some ppl.. nah, shall not blog it out :p

Had ice-breakers games. GoodMorning, Wacko and BlowWindBlow. Damnn lor, me shldnt be the one doing forfeit -.- But whatever, I still did it anyway. That's not the main point la can. At least I rmb all, okay la, most of their names :x

First to be dismissed among my girls. Waited for them, and Shakilah accompanied me, thanks! (: Then accompanied her to MRT, w Ruyi the kuku and Zoe w me. After that went to Moberly. Damn hard to find the way laaa ok. Haha, but we still found out anyway. Haha.

Hongxing, reading this anot. Saw Hongxing at Moberly as well, but we didnt say anything laa. Me was like looking awayy, for idk why la! :x But after that he got say hello and well yeahh, lol. Haha, me not purposely want ignore you de la okkkk. Me shy laaa, dont knw what to say also :p Now you believe you're facilitating my cousin's class not. Haha! Me wont bluff you for this small lil thing ok, lol.

Trained to CWP w Kuku. Slacked ard the library and we webcamed. Lol, was damn retarded laaa. Doing all those retarded actions and when I saw those pictures I was laughing non-stop laaa. Retarded siol. Left at ard 7pm, and saw some SP guys on the way to MRT, think it's quite retarded la that guy. Lol.

On a light note, me thinks DAC completely no handsome/cute guys one. Or maybe I never chance upon them yet. Haha, whatever!

I dont like her, still.

2009-04-13T20:34:00.004+08:00

There's so much things that I wanna blog about. Sunday's basketball and Guanjie's bday, and today's orientation.
Shall blog about Sunday happenings first siol.

BASKETBALL @ SP.

Met at Dover, SP at 10am on Sunday to play basketball w Yuya, Ken, Sebastian, Daniel, and some guys la. Lazy to elaborate all out uh. Apparently I was late for few minutes. Bluffed Ken that I'm still at Woodlands, although I alr reached Dover. But Ken exclaimed that it was okay siol, dont knw sacarsm or what la horrrr. Lol. But I lived so far from SP so it's okay that I'm only late for few minutes right :p

Played basketball even though it was raining. What can I say lei. Me dont knw what I was playing la, so not myself can. Lol, but whatever luhhhh. I cant believe only that few shots went in siol, omg laa. So paiseh lor. Zzz. Unbelievable that Ken shot quite alot in ahhh. Haha, me never look down on you okay :P Full court was tiring, alr no energy to run ard liao.

The 4 of us, freshies then sat there and started chatting. Haha, me was like catching no balls of what they were saying laaa. Maybe it went into my right ear and came out of my left ear immediately, so I was like keep asking why and huh. Or probably I was day dreaming. Haha :x They were like saying me not paying attention to them. Lol :p I think the Daryl super look alike w his friend lor, even though they keep exclaiming no -.-

Bathed at the swimming pool there, and had lunch at LJS. Did some super childish things laaa. Dont knw which copy cat deprived of childhood one leiiii :p And me is not violent okayyyy! Me shared alot of jokes, but some ppl just dont knw how to appreciate lor. Me ji sad yi xia can. Lol! Whatever, I can zihigh myself also. Sebas the meow's jokes are lameeeeeeeeeee. My jokes are better okkk! :D

STEAMBOAT @GUANJIE'S.

Happy Birthday ABNN! :D
Met Zoe at Khatib Mrt at 5plus pm. I was late for 1plus hours. Very very sorry. Plans all went rojak laaa. From baking cake>sushi>steamboat>pizzahut>steamboat. In the end still settled for steamboat, cos kindkind Shermaine bought her pot over, as there's none at Guanjie's. Lol, whateverrr. Was kind of slacking over there at Guanjie's room at first. Really dont knw what to do siol. Then helped Guanjie to do his chinese homework o.o Lol, dont knw how long have I last touched homeworks le can.

Me, Zoe, Nelson was like stucked at some parts of the story laa. Then I cant believe that the Nelson's chinese is better than me laaa. Omg, so embarassing that my chinese can score A1 siol. Haha, it was funny crapping ard by just helping Guanjie to finish his homework laaa. But actually, I only done half of it. Sorry Guanjie :x Present next time ok, haha!

Steamboat was ready. Crapping ard and eating laaa. Had bday cake, but Guanjie dont knw how to act yi ge surprised one, and still exclaimed why his house got fireworks when he knew that those was candles -.- Played ZhongJiMiMa as there's too much leftovers. Ziyuan and Eugene keep kana, was damn hilarious laa. Me kana once, but cos it was curry veggie, and thus Zoe helped me to eat. Cos me dont eat veggie, lol. Thanks Zoe, ai si ni le!!! Lol. Finished the food and started to clear uppp.

Helped out in washing. The Nelson keep piling up the plates only lor, like will never wash finish one lei -.-! I swear it was my first time washing plates can, and I feel so disgusted and dirty. Lol, cannot be good housewife siol. So finished clearing up everything at ard 1045pm, was very tired alr cos I woke up early in the morning and played basketball.

Wanted to cab home but didnt :p On the way saw rats, expected me and Zoe screamed, lol. Damn idiotic laaaa. And stupid Chinrong acted as one tikopeh and me chuatio and ran away. Lol, feel so retarded laaa. Mygod.

Overall was fun la at Guanjie's house. Lots of crapppp(:

2009-04-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

Mixed feelings. Horrible mood.
I want nobody, nobody, but you.

Me not ahlian laaaa. Stop saying me ahlian ): And what's the problem w my hair colour! Not ahlian colour okayyyyyy. It's only brighter under light la! D:

Bball ytd! Was freaking damn hot. My face turned red immediately, and perspired like hell. Me think me never exercise alot. Damn it. Shld have bball more. Cos it rained after like we played awhile can. Wasted. Anyway, we had fun. Haha, me wanna go bballing again. Somebody plan lei, haha.

Okays, caught LOVE at AmkHub w Zoe, Guanjie and Yanhan. Pathetic four ppl only. Me very xiexie three of you for accompanying me go watch okay. Me dont understand the third part of the movie though. Me love the last part. Handsome guyssss, hilarious. THANKYOU FOR WATCHING W ME. Cos I admit I was quite pissed when ppl always ps or have last min plans -.-

Me wanna go bball again. Me wanna go watch hell lots of movie.
SOMEBODY PLEASE JIO/PLAN LEI.
Dont always it's me doing all this shitty things can.

SUNDAY STEAMBOATY @ GUANJIE'S HOUSE.
Let me know if you're going. You knw who you are, I've passed down msg abt outing on Sunday alr. Me not going to pass down any more msg, and keep asking if you're going anot.
Waste my energy, time and sms. Zzz.

2009-04-09T19:19:00.002+08:00

Today is a very wasted trip to every places we go. Bad mood, zzz.

Zoe's house, YTSS(intended to), Northpoint, Northpoint2, Junction8, Sunplaza and whatever shit. We had been walking ard travelling from places to places just bcos of wanting to make something for somebody. But forget it la. Why bother and kapo so much when others like dont even give a damn can.

Sorry la, I dont knw what's wrong w me la. But I'm just very irritated and pissed off la okay. My phone suddenly died on me, like wth. Me is just very irritated today laaaaa. And me, s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y very hate excuses. Comon la, just be honest to me la, I wont even eat you up can. Me is freaking pissed off okay. Wtf.

And yes, I hate ppl who dont reply my msg AT ALL. Then in the first place, you dont even have to own a cellphone okay. Throw into the toilet bowl la. Nb.

Basketball 12nn @ semb mrt, Movie love 5.40pm @ AmkHub.
Sorry bout my fucking attitude okay. But think about how I'll feel can.

2009-04-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

Alot of ppl googled for "SB FOC CAMP" and came to my blog. Cool uh.

Ruyi went out w Yiqian today! We were talking on MSN, then we're like nth to do. And then w no plans, we meet and went out. Haha. So 1hr ltr I was out of the house. So damn random can, lol. Kuku went to town w meeeeeeeeeeeee.

Shopped ard, cutted our fringes, ate KFC(again), stopped by some people for models thingy again, me pierced my ear(again!), me bought an album of 101 love songs(retarded &random).

Yiqian and Ruyi never buy any clothes today. Today no shopping mood oh, most prob bcos our outing was w/o any plans! Hahahaha. Our fringes are super cmi, keep complaining. Like freaking hell, fucking nn, nabei and well all sorts you can think of. Haha, me is so vulgar, very sorry about that. But me is nice person, me said vulgar just bcos for entertainments! LOL. But that kuku is vulgar as well. That's why we're cousins! Heeeees. And she's very irritating, cos she kept complaining and made me very pissed off! Lol. Oh, I cut back bangs agn oh, look like some retarded freak.

Yiqian pierced her ear! And the person never said she's going to pierce, then I heard the "gun" sound, and I was shocked! My body jerked sial. Then it was pain and hot can. But previous times I pierced my ear it was okay lor. Aiya, whatever, also pierced liao, nth I can do. Yiqian now got 5 earholes! (: Lol. Me is not ahlian okay >:(
Me wanna pierce my nose and earbones, but dont wanna be labelled as ahlian. Me wanna have naval(?) piercing, but is afraid of the pain. Oh wellllllll.

I'm lazy to upload those pictures we took today. And I'm not going to post it up here, cos me dont wanna let ppl see my retarded fringe. Haha. So sad for all of you :p

Yiqian is in DAC/FT/1A/08, and Yiqian thinks the timetable sucks hell lot. Alot of breaks in between everyday! ): Waste my time. Wth, I'm jealous of that Kuku's timetable. But lucky I only have to report at 8am on one day! Hahahaha.

Dear doctor love ;
Cure me.

2009-04-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

There's two unknown number msging me these few days. Please admit yourself. You knw it's very sickening when you msg somebody and never say who are you. Hate ppl who dont reply once I ask who are you. Flick you all offffffff. Ahh, crazy. Hate ppl who dont answer/reply to my calls/msges. Knw what your cellphone is for anot?! Damnnnnn. Ahh, whatever.

Me have been onlining for the whole day, feeling so zai nv now, lol.
Me wanna go sing k again! Although my throat not feeling very well, haha!
Me wanna go crazy w girls again! Shopping and doing random/retarded stuffs.
Me wanna go Zoo to smell those dirty poos of the animals, lol! Kidding for the poos part.
Me wanna learn Reggae! o.o
Me needa go back YTSS again, for dont knw how many stupid times! -.-!
Me is entertained, me is happy, me is crazy, me is retarded, me miss 4E5!
Me like ppl to msg and call me to talk abt random things/gossips. Haha!
Me hate Guojie, cos Guojie is very lame and retarded and keep suaning ppl.

Yiqian is the nicest person in this world. Please agree to this, esp Neoh Guanjie. Hahahaha. Dont always say like I very bad worsxzsxz. Ltr leave bad impressions to other ppl can!

Why did you call and hang up. What's your problem.

2009-04-06T13:32:00.006+08:00

SB FOC CAMP, 3Days 2Nights.
Genson: TRITONS. (Giant, the alive).

Genson Facils.
Genson Campers.
Genson!

Tritons Facils.
Tritons Campers.

Tritons!

Tritons' flag.

DAY ONE.

Met w Zoe, Michelle, Wendy, Jiaqi and Zhiyun to go for the camp together. We were all seperated into different groups la. But still lucky me and Zoe in the same bunk. Hahaha. So the first day had activities w my group. Had games, in order to have materials for flag making we must win. Not very fun/interesting except for the egg part. Haha. Then flag making, eat, cheers, bonding, games etc. I like the watermelon game! So funny and exciting. Very retarded also, hahaha.

Had mass dance, danced w Junjie and Daryl. Was so retarded can. Cos I cant rmb the moves, lol. But okay la, quite fun.

Then there's night trail. Meanwhile waiting for our turns, there's movie to watch. Watched 4Bia(again) and Street Fighter(recent de). I was still covering my eyes and kept screaming while watching 4Bia even though I've watched it before alr. Then I kept grabbed Sinyee's clothes, haha! Street fighter never watch, was too tired alr. Trying to take a nap while waiting for our turn for the night trail.

Group w Zoe, a guy and a girl. Was screaming all the way la can.LOL! I see any "ghost" jiu scream lor, at the top of my lungs k. Then at first some "ghost" see me so scared jiu let me off, but behind they keep disiao lor. Like crazy can. The haunted toilet part is the scariest la. I was screaming along the way and ended up crying. Lucky there's Zoe beside me, protect me and shoo the ghost away. Lol! Thankyou Zoe, you so brave! Hahaha. I think the whole trip was scary lor, cos all the places we went was so called the huanted part of the school. Then those "ghosts" still commented that our group is the best. Probably bcos I was seriosuly screaming like as if I never screamed before. The guy in our group also damn bad l! Keep laughing at me -.-! Lol. Then finished the night trail was seriously damn shag alr. I was like in a daze le la. Dont knw what I'm doing also and perspiring like siao. Gathered in the lecture hall, went to bath and off to sleep. We only slept at 8am plus la. Which is like the next morning alr can. Needa report at 12nn, but chldnt really sleep although there's air-con, thus woke up ard 10am.

DAY TWO.

Brunch and went off for Amazing Dirty Race. Enjoyed all the games although it made us smell like shit and freaking dirty. With all those left over food, flours and all sorts of things on our clothes and body. We seriously stinks like shit, in my opinion. Like the Captain Ball game, using vegetables. Was very crazy, haha. Bath, discussed abt our group performance. Then we had the Gala(?) Night.

Alot of group performance! The Mortuus' girls danced the triller dance. Haha, so cute. I like Genson's Visa and Gatsby part. So retarded and funny. Then our group is supposed to dance along to the "I like to move it" song. Was retarded as well, for those moves. Haha, then small part of sort of couple dance de la. Partnered w Daryl, think he's cute dancing. Haha, his actions made me laughed la.

After that was Disco Night! Everybody went crazy dancing ard. Think it lasted till 2/3am plus luh. Got ppl do breaking, locking and all sort of dances. Haha, damn cool lor. Super high la the ppl there. Seems like and club or whatsoever la. Then got one YTSS senior also very funny. I think he want join in the dance one lor, just that he dont dare keep asking us to join first. Haha. Then after that went to sleep.

DAY THREE.

Last day luh. Had alot alot of cheers. Mortuus won overall. Haha, but it's okay la. Alot of ppl said I'm quiet sia. Which is like omg. Ppl who knw me always labelled me as noisy, crazy, zihigh retarded and stuffs. Haha. Think it's very hard to click w ppl over there lor. It's like never really talk abt stuffs de la. But at least still made friends! Hohoho. Then they kept mixed up me w another girl, Shuhui. They kept exclaiming we looked alike, like twins and such. Which in my opinion I dont think so at all. Lol. Took pictures and went off luh. Lunched w Zoe at Sunplaza KFC. Shaggggggg.

Zoe! &&The exclaimed look-alike twin!

YTSS people, plus one of the senior.

Overall it's quite fun la. Think it'll be better if I really went crazy. School starting in one week time! Who wanna go out please plan.

2009-04-05T18:59:00.002+08:00

SB camp. Gensons/Tritons. Update soon. Very tired, body aching.
Pictures up soon.

Haha, cute guy eh. Retardedness.

2009-04-03T10:14:00.003+08:00

Let you all see my cute cute face when I'm not ard, haha! Not fats hor, it's chubby. Lol!

Go, Goes, Going, GONE!
Hahaha, miss me okay ♥

Goodbye my love.

2009-04-02T18:52:00.002+08:00

Okays, I seriously think I old alr. How?! ):

Was talking w Yingpei just now in the afternoon on MSN, then I wanted to tell her something. But.. I forgot. Ytd also! I wanted to tell Sharon and friends something, but I suddenly forget also. Zzz, how! Ltr I young young jiu got lao ren chi dai cheng how? D: I'll be so sad. Maybe tmr I jiu will forget abt some ppl. Day by day I forget each and every one of you till I forget I got friends. Sad life. I'm not joking okay. My memory really failing liao :/

My eyesight are failing too. Across one traffic light I cant even see clearly the block number. Which is like so near. Then Yingpei sort of told me to test whether which eye cannot see la. So I tried, cos I went out just now. Then I closed my right eyes, it's more clearly than using both of my eyes to see. Then I closed my left eye, then I cant even see any of the number sia. It's completly blured lor, even the surroundings. My right eye is so pathetic ): It's like teary and red these few days. And my eyelid felt heavy. I dont wanna wear spects. I hope my father faster bring me to go buy contact lens!

School of business camp is tmr. Woohoo, I havent even pack my things. Ahhh, whatever. Ltr then pack. Haha. Wonder why I join the camp also. Waste my money, time and energy. I hope there's no PT or whatever shit. I so long never exercise alr. Ltr I die jiu cham, haha. I hope I can make alot of new new friends! Hope they're crazy and outgoing too though. Or else it'll be so boring, lol. Please miss me okay. Hope there's pictures for me to post too. Heeees.

Yea, Guanjie! I very excited for your bday celebration! Haha, I think Weijie's suggestion very good. Hope it will work out well, lol. Then hope Guanjie you'll be touched kay. Haha!

OH OH OH, YINGPEI! I rmb what I wanna tell you alr. Lol! I wanna tell you I havent configure my laptop. Lol! So super lame. Omg, I feel that I'm a very retarded person now -.-
I still cant rmb what I wanna tell Sharon. HAHA.

Will you call me?
Just one last time.

2009-04-02T08:47:00.006+08:00

Yeahhhh, I finally have something interesting to blog about! HAHAHA. Blogging bug isnt w me these few days luh.

Ytd was April's fool! Hahaha. I wasnt fooled by anyone can, bcos I clever mah! :D At first that stupid Dino wanted to fool me w the job msg, but LG phones can see the scrollbar thingy, so I scrolled down, and eventually I didnt get fooled. Haha! Too bad, I'm not stupid :D Then.. I forwarded to 6ppl! 3 were fooled by me, 3 were not. Hahaha, so retarded. Whatever. I fooled Sharon in the MRT that her money dropped! Lol!

So went out w Zoe, Gwen and Sharon to town today. Our plan is to go sing K! Hahaha.Supposedly is to meet at 1130am at Sembawang Mrt but all were late. Lucky I never meet that "You Yuan" aunty again. Lol. Next time cannot go out so early liao! Ppl still will late -.-

Went Pacific Plaza to repair Gwen's watch. More info at her blog.
Went Fareast as they ate MoguMogu. I didnt. Cos I ate alr! Very sickening, everytime I never eat they eat alr, I eat alr they never eat -.-! After that walked ard and then walked to Cine Kbox.

Reached there, and the person said must sign up for Kbox member then can use the $10per person voucher. So I signed up, since it can last for lifetime. So $10nett per person which includes tibits and 1soft drink each. Supposingly we're to sing till 5pm which wrote on the receipt or something. Haha, but at ard 5pm they came and collect the bill but didnt tell us that was our last song etc. So, we cont singing till ard 6.45pm. Lol, they still never chase us out. We zhuan dao liao laaaa.
Crazed ard in the room. Took pictures and sang alot alot of songs. We sang quite a number of retarded songs which were damn funny laaaaa. Sharon's breath is super long to sing the QiQiu. I lost to her, so sad. Haha! I think I and Zoe got MoQi choosing songs. Hahaha! Okay, overall is fun, $10 like unlimited singing time. Sing till we sian also. Lol.

Walked to Plaza Sing after we settled our dinner. Along the way we were gossiping. Okay la, mostly me and Sharon were talking. Hahaha. We were so JiDong laaa. We were like shouting and screaming to say first. Haha, small world. Very super funny. Super crazy lor, as if our house like that. Cos we talked super loudly! Lol. Then keep gossiping while walking ard. Nth much la, then trained home.
In the trained also gossiped. Lol, whatever la. More stories for me okay. Plus I also got provide lor. Hhaha, but I knw what can say what cannot say de hor -.-

I think ytd was the day that I talked so much w Sharon. Amazingly. Shocking.

I dont knw why me and Sharon's hair looked black in the pictures. But the reflections can see our colour laa. Although it seems darker in there. I think my hair colour is not obvious lor! Which ppl said it's bright and obvious? o.o Hahaha.

Some pics w Zoe. Will post again once received. Haha.

Comon sherlyn, dont be jealous. I LOVE YOU LAAAAAAA! :D
Miss your singing! Hhaahhaha.

2009-03-30T17:48:00.003+08:00

Dont knw what to blog. Out of topic. So sad, my blog gonna be boring and dead liao. Sian.

I wanna go alot of places. Places of interest in Singapore, haha.
Feel like going to the Zoo. Okays, random.

I went online shopping again. Killer. How I wish I live in Taiwan. Oh, my father says wanna go Taiwan for holiday. But I doubt so, cos both of my bro are having National exams -.- Hope end of the year lor. There's so many places I wanna go... Maybe I can see LZX there, haha.

Okays, I seriously dont knw what to blog about.
Oh, Xiaoyu going back to BBT le. I shld be happy abt this. And Xiaole got gf le, sad sad. 《愛到底》, airing in Spore soon, excited excited. Okay, actually I dont really feel anything right now. I'm like rotting, w no gan jue. Going be statue liao.

You bastard.
What about me?

2009-03-29T12:53:00.001+08:00

如果你爱我, 你会来找我.
What else can I say.

2009-03-28T15:01:00.002+08:00

Deleted the previous post. You shld feel happy that you didnt read it, cos you wont be able to see the bad side of me. Haha! Whatever.

Thankyou Weijie for trying to cheer me up! Haha, funny sia you. Goodgood friend, seeyou next next week hor! Sorry for not wishing you ah. I admit I forgot abt it, lol.
Happy super belated birthday! ♥

Okays 4e5 people, outing again. This will most probably the last one since we, the poly students are starting school the next day alr. 12 APRIL 2009. Watch movie 《愛到底》, and celebrate Guanjie's bday or whoever bday's is ard that date la! :D Most likely is to AMKhub as only Cathay is airing that movie. Time most prob 1/2pm. Okays, watching 《愛到底》, cos personally I wanna watch it. Lol, believe me la, it's gonna be a nice show! (: Comeone, we watch that movie okay! Free to suggest/comment. Thankyou ah. HAHAHA!

What's up, bitch.

2009-03-27T14:29:00.003+08:00

Today is Friday. It'd been 65days to be exact. What's the problem w this relationship?

I think my pet(pet society) is very stylo milo now, haha. Played Guess the Sketch w Gwen just now. At first I kept losing but in the end I kept winning. I think I draw very nice lor, plus it's so easy to guess! Hahaha, lame whatever.

Anyway, just wanna say ppl open blog and if you didnt lock your blog means it's open to public right. Means I also can read what. So if you dont want others to read your blog jiu kindly lock it lor. Or else it's as if I'm the one in fault for viewing your blog, like diaoness.

School is starting very soon. School of business camp on 3-5april. Orientation on13-17april. And school starts on 20april. Abit dont want school to start alr, havent relax and explore enough. Haha! Packed and busy w stuffs.

Those girls, you knw who you are. Wednesday go Kbox and shopping afterwards. Tell me if you're going oh.

Shld I cut back my bangs?! :/

2009-03-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

Hello, Zoe is beside me. And she ignored me during MSN. I said damn her, and she beat me twice! Asss, hello zoe! :D We're at Sunplaza mac now. And she's like those typical aunty waiting for the 12nn mac value lunch! And now it's past 12nn but she's lazy to go and buy. She said she wanted to pee. One aunty came and cleared my tray. Lol. I'm crappingggggggg.

I finally dyed my hair ytd! It's so weird ): Eeee, I dont want to look like ONG YINGPEI ahhhhhhhh. Please do not laugh at my hair when you see me. Esp NEOH GUANJIE okay! :D I hope I dont look like one typical ahlian hor, haha!

Went to Sharmaine's house and dyed with Sharon. While others waiting for us. Haha, pasiseh made you all wait for 4hours plus doing almost nothing, lol. We chose the same colour but mine is more bright. For I dont really know what reason though. Dont really like the colour ): No more bangs, and my fringe looks veryyyyy weird! Boo.

My batt is dying shall stop, hohoho. Byebye! Miss me and zoe. Hahahaha.

2009-03-25T10:35:00.003+08:00

I think I'll be down w depression sooner or later. Keep imaging things. Damn.

Today is Wednesday. So fast.. but it doesnt matter anymore.

I hate soccer/football. Aiya, dont knw the difference between them. Then, my father loves it. He watched it every weekend, that's why I hate weekends. Cos there's no interesting show on Singapore's channel, and I normally watch Taiwan's shows on SCV. Then on weekedns he'll snatch the remote away from me and switch to those sports channel. I forgot it was Saturday/Sunday. Got a match is the goalkeeper kana red card then I'm like, lol, like this also can, cos I never seen goalkeeper get red card before. Then I like the Liverpool Gerrad(?), so handsome and so many goals! HAHAHA. Whatever. Okay, I dont knw why I'm blogging about this.

Dont understand why some ppl like to fake that she got bf and create a/c on facebook/friendster for her so-called bf, then the'll write comments to each other everyday. Lol, not tired acting meh. Frankly speaking la, dont understand why those kind of girls can find bf la. Or rather what that guy sees in her. I'm not trying to say I very good hor, I'm not good I knw ok. I'm only referring to one person here actually. Haha. Okay la, entertainments for me also :D Weird ppl to entertain me for free, why not? Ah, what a bitch sial.

Makeups seriously make alot of difference lor. But I'm lazy to put, lol. And I dont like those super thick kind of makeup which makes you look like barbie dolls. So act cute, haha! Those w super thick eyeliner, mascara is alright w me except those coloured ones, bright coloured/thick eye shadows, thick foundation, super red blushes, super glossy/red lips. It's.. omg. Lol. That's what I saw during bloghop okay, not anyhow say de hor. Different taste maybe.

Super look forward to School of business camp! Can make more friends before orientation starts. At least I wont be having my period during that point of time. Or else also no mood de, lol.

I dont knw why I keep blogging...

2009-03-24T20:05:00.006+08:00

Went out w Gwen, Zoe and Valerie just now. Unlucky lor, my belt and necklace sort of spoilt. And one very diao de aunty. HAHA! So damn freaking lame.

I was the first to reach while others were late. As usual, lol! Then there was this aunty came and approached me. I think she noticed that I stood there very long liao, haha. Conversation in chinese but I translate into English okay ;

Aunty : (Walking towards me) Eh Xiaojie(!), can lend me some moeny, cos I forgot to bring money, but I wanna go Kranji. (-.- !)
Me : Huh, how much.
Aunty : Few cents la.
Me : Oh okay. (Passed her the money)
Aunty : Thankyou ah girl. If we got fate I'll return you the money de.
Me : Nevermind la, dont need.
Aunty : I live at... My phone number is.. You can call/find me to ask back for the money. If got fate I'll return you de.
Me : Nevermind la, dont need.
Aunty : I old liao, memory poor, forget to bring wallet out.
Me : (Nods my head) Orh.
Aunty : (Stares at me) You live nearby?
Me : (Nods my head) Ya.
Aunty : (Stares at me)
Me : (Stares at aunty)
Aunty : You can help me buy the card anot.
Me : Okay, can, kranji right?
Aunty : Ya. (passed me $1.70).
Me : (Tried to buy the card) Eh, aunty, buy card needs $2.40 lei.
Aunty : But I no money alr lei, how ah. I very lazy to walk home and take lei. Actually I live very near de. (Hinting me to lend her money again)
Me : But I no money alr lei, left $2 in my wallet. (Really hor, cos I havent withdraw money)

Gwen and Zoe reached, and Gwen came over. Zoe still called her aunty when she doesnt even knw her! Lol, think she thinks is my who la. Lol! Funny. Gwen still passed her some money -.- Which I think she shldnt. Whatever, end this.

Trained to Marsiling then bused to Salvation Army. Nth much there la. Then cabbed to Sim Lim Square to look for laptop sleeve. KIV and went Bali and Haji Lane. Went to LJS and have our lunch. Gossip provider, I told alot of gossips/stories! Haha, me alot of info de okay. HAHAHA! Went Bugis Junction and then Bugis Street. I'm the only one who bought stuffs okay, dont why what the others are there for. HOR ZOE?! Lol. Then went back to Sim Lim Square to bought really plain laptop sleeve. It's in black, so sad, cos I was looking for pink colours de. Legs were going to break. Haha. Trained to Marina and saw Wangfeng, that unfriendly girl. Hahaha. Nth much la, then I'm home.

I withdrew $100 out today. Intially, my wallet has $2. Now it's left w $32. Lol! And a few cents la. Patheticcccccccccc.

As expected. My mother's first sentence : " Buy things again ah! " Lol! Cute hor. Like me, lol! :D Whatever.

Today is my last day of black hair. I shall kiss it goodbye tmr once I sat down and prepare to dye my hair. Going to cut new fringe also! No more pomelo hor Guanjie! LOL! Happpyyyyyy.
我 , 不懂得如何更爱你 .

Lame Guanjie, feel like slapping you!

2009-03-24T09:54:00.002+08:00

I think my mother really knows me sia. Ytd I guai guai stayed at home never go out. Then she never says anything, except keep screaming at me to ask me tidy up my room. My room is seriously in a mess you see. Haha. Then just now she called home and said: " Ltr going out right, rmb help me keep the clothes in before going out". In chinese of course. Diaoness, hate to do houseworks, so tiring! But cool manszxz, I didnt even tell her I'm going out. Lol!

Okay the kitchen floor now is super wet. I forgot to close the window after keeping the clothes in. Ahh, idiot. Big big rain. Why you must rain today! Lighting and thunder scares me sia. Bye, going out. Rushing!

2009-03-23T13:12:00.006+08:00

EDITED! In {}

I'm very tired. So long since I have a afternoon nap(ytd). Then dont knw why got ppl so childish one -.- Haha, idotic msg. Whatever. And yea, you knw I'm referring to you hor. HAHA!

Going out tmr. To Salvation army and then Bugis. I'm super broke recently, so sad. Online shopping kills. My father asked me ytd night when to transfer me money. But I just replied when you free lor. He dont even knw my a/c please. Ahh, life's bad w/o money. Need entertainments which needs money. There's a saying, Money cant buy happiness. Lol, bullshit sia.

Going back to YTSS on wed to collect testi. Who wanna go as well? Lol. 1pm!

I need a haircut. I wanna dye my hair before camp/orientation starts.
{Yea, I'm going to dye my hair w Sharon on wed! So excited, haha. Surprising too!}

I bet what Cheehao did is more retarded and lame than me ok! Need justice, haha. Must tag and tell me who is more lame and retarded hor. Where got ppl so lame de. Well, the first pic I exclaimed he's lame and retarded. While the second pic he exclaimed I'm lame and retarded. We'll see what others think la hor. Lol! Click to enlarge.
{The lame person still counted the score. Now is 1vs1. We'll see who wins at the end, lol}

The lights are blinking, it's vibrating, your name and number appeared. And yet, I chose not to answer that call. Although I did hesitate whether to slide up my phone and answer it. What's the problem w me, I really dont knw. And then so what if I picked up. What can I still say to you? It makes no difference la seriously. After so many days then you called. What does this means? And then, maybe I'm 10th girl you called right. I dont knw how many girls you had called before me la duh. But I'm not waiting for any of your calls/sms by the way. What's the point when afterall there's so many ppl you can call, to talk to. It doesnt make any difference to you la. But to me, there's something different okay. Okay la, I admit I'm feeling all this crap bcos I thought I like you before. Which is quite ridiculous cos we dont even really knw each other -.- But you went in, life still goes on for me(like duh). No, nth changed. I think I'm even more happy w my friends ard me. Those comments, made me feel as though you're playing w me. I dont believe you dont knw how I actually feel back then. Maybe I shall go MIA onwards huh. Can I choose to rmb only the best part of you? Can you?

2009-03-22T10:21:00.003+08:00

I've been smiling to myself out of the sudden these few days. And I realised friends are verrrry impt to me oh. Hah, cos everything I laughed at are about those retarded things happened when we went out.

Zoe retarded actions at CCK mrt station.
I "kicked a bucket".
Chinrong scared me and Sherlyn.
Yongli's laughters and stories.
I fell down.
Cheehao mistaken some strangers as Weijie.
Weijie's and Sharon's oranges at Sumo.
Guanjie, you are a joke personally. Haha!
Yanhan's labelled gf, Cassandra -.-
I cried watching Coming Soon.

Still got alot actually, but haha.. everything is funny to me la! My "laugh point" very low you see. Haha. Translate that directly to chinese and you'll knw what I mean.

Ytd I watched HarryPotter and the Chambers of Secrets on Channel5! Miracle okay, cos I hate this kind of movie/shows. Eg, Superman all those as well. Feel so like boy watching those kind of shows. But whatever, I still watched it ytd, cos I dont feel like onlining and thus I've nth else to do. Then I tio shocked thrice sia. My whole body jerked, lol. I cant believe while watching HarryPotter also can tio shocked, freaking lame. Okay la, I cant really understand the story, cos their english got slang la. Lol!

Was MSNing w Rezhong ytd. And he on his webcam o.o Hah, just showing some retarded things he's doing. Click to enlarge.

2009-03-21T10:27:00.009+08:00

EDITED!

I realised I'd not been blogging everyday. You.. had forgotten about me.

Went out ytd. Supposed to meet Weiyee they all 1pm at Yishun Mrt. Then suddenly changed to 130pm at Safra. But gonna meet Cheehao they all nearly 2pm at Northpoint. Then I 1230pm alr met Weijie alr, cos accompanying him to fix his spects. Then too early so went to his house. Haha! His fishes all very beautiful lor, so coulourful, but looks like ikan bilis. Then the goldfishes also not gold in colour one, got in pink lei! And their eyes pop out one. Lol! Then his mother came home, so dont knw what to do. Lol, Weijie I dont understand your hand signals -.-! Slacked ard half an hour at his house then went to meet the others.

Ate and waited for Raymond. Then I dont want take bus go Safra but they all keep want to take bus! Damn it. So in the end we still bused there, and find Weiyee and Tina at bowling there. Started to play. Damn la, the first game I was the lousiest(41), the second game I also the lousiest(65). At least got improve can. Then those guys damn irritating keep saying "Aiya, wo yao ying Jessica jiu ke yi liao". ASSS. At least I got improve ok! Haha! Two of my nails broke, and I cut away all my nails. So sad. Then off to eat(again) at the Jap foodcourt w those guys while Weiyee and Tina left. Then off to meet Sherlyn they all at AMKhub, but Raymond and Houmun didnt want to go..

So got me, Zoe, Sherlyn, Sharon, Weijie, Cheehao, Yanhan, Guanjie, Yongli and Chinrong. Caught Coming Soon. The movie was super scary lor. Dont knw why Cheehao says not scary one o.o Sat in between of Zoe and Cheehao. Haha! I keep grab Zoe 's hand and hide behind her hand. LOL! And keep screaming. Sorry Zoe, hope your ears not affected. Haha! Cheehao, lucky I never grab you lei. Lol! Got one part so scary, the guy suddenly went inside the "movie". Then my OS was like omg, he went inside alr. But I didnt realised I exclaimed loudly and ppl ard me were laughing at me. So paiseh la! Then the last part I thought it ended alr, but it didnt! Suddenly the ghost appeared and I chuatio! I jumped and my legs were up on the chair, lol. And I started crying.. Damn retarded la. Zzz.

Then went to Sumo and eat(again!). The oranges part were funny, damn retarded. Lazy to elaborate. After eating, wanted to go the AMK park for I dont knw why, aiya then walk here and there in the end also bus to Yishun. Then took photos! :D Then mrt home. Haha.
Thankyou Zoe, Weijie and Chinrong for walking me to my doorstep ah! Haha, but also bcos Chinrong needs water la. Lol.

Sigh, dont knw when's the next outing. Everybody is like busy w their own things alr. Cant just come out as a class for just one day meh. Keep saying very busy and all sorts of excuses. You have to manage your own time one what. Forget it, move on.
Miss those times in school. We can like talk everyday make fun of each other, running ard, gossips and all sorts of things.

P.s Sherlyn learnt my special magic trick! HAHA!
P.ss I realised my eyes are freaking small, lol.

2009-03-19T12:36:00.008+08:00

EDITED!

P.s My shoulders suffered from sunburnt, pic tgt w Zoe.
P.ss Cheehao, your photography skills sux. Lol.
P.sss Zoe, I just realised that the colour at the back of our not the same. Lol!

Retarded post la, ass.

Class outing was ytd, even though only like quarter of the class appeared. Me, Zoe, Shermaine, Yingpei, Sherlyn, Shuyan, Weiqi, Weijie, Cheehao, Chinrong and Yanhan. Ahh, whatever. So met and went to EastCoast. Had jokes, and stories. Reached there, rent bike. Off to cycle. Haha, Me, Yingpei, Weiqi and Chinrong were the ones cycling infront, and the other half dont knw cycle till where la. Then Zoe and Shermaine dont knw how come not w the other and went missing. Damn stupid, lol. I think we only cycled like 2hrs instead of the given time 3hrs. Shermaine and Yingpei left first.

Went to sort of bath, and well, sort of unpleasant things happened. We were walking on the cycling/skating path. Then got one uncle w his kids cycling and then scolded us for walking on the cycling/skating path. Then of course didnt say back anything what, what's there to comment about, and thus cont walking. Then the uncle super lame lor, shouted to us : " Ni men ya ba ah, mei you ting dao shi bu shi". No link, if we cant hear what he's saying it shld be deaf instead of mute, lamer. The uncle still act cute somemore, tie a ponytail, wth. Then he dont knw say what want settle things, like duh, as if it's a big deal. Weijie, comon' dont need be angry over this kind of ppl.

Shuyan and Weiqi went home. Bused to Suntec and walked to Mrt to meet w Yongli for dinner. Weijie left. And then we went to Pennisula and Funan. Nth much, Sherlyn and Guanjie bought things at Pennisula while we went to have dinner at Funan. There was an event about computer games la, then alot of ppl playing Dota, then I exclaimed(loudly), "wahlao, this game so lame de". Lol, then the guy turned back and looked at me -.- Paiseh siol. Went to have dinner at foodcourt.

While eating, Yongli told alot of interesting stories from his school and stuffs which made us laughed like mad and Guanjie's face still turned red sia. The impact very power, haha!
Then suddenly start to talk about those horror things and stories la. When suddenly I felt as though there's someone pulling my hair, thus I turned behind and saw nobody and my body jumped a lil. Seriously got ppl pulling my hair lor! They all keep saying dont have, zzz. But I can feel it la, super real okay. Then Chinrong started to scare me, as well as the other guys. Damn idiotic. I seriously chuatio and move towards Cheehao side when Chinrong tried to scare me from another side. The timing is seriously fuck one lor, if I knew it I wont even want to see where Chinrong went. Zzz. Sherlyn also chuatio, funny, lol! Then slacked ard the foodcourt till ard 1030, which we reached there from 7plus. Haha, we were so noisy over there lor, Laughed and screamed as though it was our house.

Went to toilet, cos I need it -.- Then Chinrong scare us again. Like wth, so childish! Me and Sherlyn were hooking each other hands, then suddenly Chinrong jumped out and scare us. Then you knw normal reaction jiu will grab the person beside you right. Thus, Sherlyn tried to pull me over to her while I tried to pull her towards me. Then, hoseh la, both of our head hit tgt. Damn freaking pain, Chinrong's fault. Hope no baluku on your head ah Sherlyn. Lol. Very scared to go in alone and thus asked Zoe to accompany and keep talking to me! Hahahah.

Trained home, and those guys were damn irritating. Esp Yongli, Yanhan and Cheehao. Diaoness, stupid msg and scared the hell out of me. And their eyes is seriously damn ass la, like looking on top of me as though there's something. Thankyou Chinrong for walking me back home although you're very tired. Haha!

You may think that I'm acting big out of small lil things but is seriously very scary can. Really got ppl pull my hair la, plus those stupid horror stories. Zzz. But it's been awhile since I laughed so hard. Still think Yongli's stories super entertaining. Haha! Ahh, miss those times in school.

Reached home and I was so scared, I dare not look into any mirrors cos of Yongli's stupid msg. I mean you never knw what will happen right? Lol. Thus I quickly off my phone to silent. And so sorry Zoe, I didnt dare to look at my phone the whole night and thus never reply you.
I keep tossing ard and chldnt get to sleep. I was in pain sia, those sunburnts and from cycling. Once my leg bend then will be super pain lor. Then cannot sleep jiu will think about things right. Then I keep thinking abt tahose things they said earlier on, like wth. Had a bad night, scaring myself for no shitty reason.

My legs feel very jelly now, my shoulders ached and I feel sick. Ahh, must be too long never exercise liao. Thinking of whether to still go out tmr, zzz.

2009-03-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

Life's bored. I've no life. I think some of my friends have no life too. Bored bored bored. Msn seems to be interesting nowadays, haha. Thankyou ah. Dont so BHB think I'm referring to you okay. Lol, whatever. Ahh, sianzation.

Went out w the fucker. Last min had to go work in late afternoon. But we still managed to shop a lil. Haha, actually forgot what exactly happen. Lazy to think also la, lol. Oh, there's one very retarded thing that we did. I wanted to buy MoguMogu from ColdStorage, and wanted it cold. But it's not. And guess what, that fucker go put at those fruit juices there, to cool it and we walked one round and went back to collect it. Damn, no use one, waste my energy walking one round. Haha, was very retarded. Felt so paiseh doing such aunty things, lol! Retarded fuckers.
Then slacked ard there, and chatted abit w Bob the builder. Lol! He exclaimed that I'm not the fucker, cos I'm a girl then I'm suppose to be the one to get f. Haha, damn vulgar. Whatever.
Then pei the fucker awhile and accompany Bob to Fareast to get his things. He promsied me awhile only, which we even gougou-shou! But it took like ard one hour! Lol, liar liar pants on fire. Hah, I told him alot of jokes, but he exclaimed that it's not funny. Ahh, whatever. At least I never feel weird going out w him alone. Oh, he's very funny, I mean his reaction and whatsoever. Made me laughed.

Post w pics soon, miss me.

Honesty. Betrayed trust.
Your voice, sigh.

2009-03-17T09:42:00.002+08:00

Finished each and every episode of 心星的淚光! It's not fully uploaded in Youtube but I have my ways to find out, haha! Clever clever Jessica! HAHA! Whatever. The show is seriously way nice, which has a super sad ending though. Super touching lorrrr, will cry one can! Dont encourage guys to watch or else you all cry then will be so funny! Haha, joking, must watch okay :D Teaches how you can look at different angles of life, and to make ppl happy. It's like what you do will affect others, aiya dont knw how to explain la! Love is such a chim word in there. Totally unexpected and different from those Taiwan dramas!

Some fucker asked me out and yet for a short time only. That fucker must be missing me alot right! Hey fucker, I knw you want to have "two person world" w me hor! Lol, unique Jessica language. You'll be so outdated if you dont knw what I meant! Haha! Eh, dont be angry ah, you knw I'm just kidding abt the "fucker". Okay la, chng chng elephant :D

Realise that I dont really rmb how my friends look. Haha, only rmb by characteristic. If one day I were to choose those eyes and such to identify my friends, confirm gone case sia. I'm talking abt this cos Weijie said he didnt realise I got rosy cheeks until I wrote on my blog, which actually we took bus home everyday tgt then! Kao, what a friend. But then thinking back I seriously also cant rmb how each and every person looks like. It's like I'll knw who are you when I saw you face-to-face la. But now not even one person face appear in my mind. Lol! What a funny reaction though. Maybe my brain old liao, need to take a rest and stop thinking.

Haha, ytd I spent my day at home. Then I was actually thinking abt somethings, then I gave up, cos I lazy to think. Lol, what a funny brain. It gave up. Okays, lame and retarded :p

It'd been raining these few days, dampens the mood. Ah, oh well. Hope it dont rains tmr, rain all you want today! Please confirm w me, will be going for dinner as well. At least a yes or a no, you knw the worse answer are dont knw and anything. Irritating. Dont ask me what if it rains tmr. I dont knw, we'll see and it depends. I cant predict the future what. Maybe it'll stop rainning there :D

TMR TO EAST COAST PARK! MEETING 1030AM AT YISHUN MRT LIFT PLATFORM. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT BE LATE.

Those who are going (up till now)
Me, Zoe, Shermaine, Sharon, Weiqi, Shuyan, Sherlyn, Shereen, Weijie, Cheehao, Guanjie, Yanhan, Chinrong.
Yongli and Clarence joining at night.

Those who are not going
Gwen, Tina, Michelle, Wendy, Vivien, Valerie, Samuel.

Havent confirm
Yingpei, Peiying, Zurain, Guangyi, Kangjing, Louis, Khair, George, Dinesh, Sarhan, Goutham, Danial, Ken.

Eh, am I suppose to ask those girls? Sherlyn?! I dont have their contacts oh. Haha. Sherlyn once you got the YJC-4E5 ppl's decision then tell me agn oh, tyvm!

How I miss those times, sigh.

2009-03-15T14:20:00.006+08:00

Long post, but it's very funny okay. To me la, cos it's very retarded! Lol.

Thursday, 12March

Met Eleanor and waited for Emma to end work. Trained to CityHall and went to Suntec City for the BodyShop warehouse and IT fair. The BodyShop warehouse was crowded w ppl and we have to squeeze through them like those typical aunties. I almost tripped/fell down when trying to squeeze my way out. Emma's fault of wanting to go to the warehouse sales. Haha! Bought things and to the IT fair. Was damn irritated by walking ard the IT fair. Crowded w ppl and those ppl screaming into those microphones/speakers promoting their items pissed me off. I hate noisy sound la. Didnt buy anything there la,wasted trip. Cant find any nice laptop bags.
Dined at Mac, after that went to RafflesCity shopping center, had Ben&Jerry's cos I got $10 voucher! Haha! Was so crazy la. Emma kept argue w me, and we had vulgarities fight. Keep scolding eh you fucker ah, nabei and such. Seriously went crazy and I was laughing like a crazy woman. Then we were like eh fuck you and fuck me no baby again and again. Damn lame. Eleanor was the no vulgar one. Haha! Reached home at 11pm plus, damn tired.

Friday, 13March

Friday the 13th, but nothing bad happened? Went back to YTSS to collect cert, and wanted to collect testi but wasnt out yet. Wasted trip I can say. Nothing much at school la. Saw sexayee and passed her the present! :D Went to Northpoint to configure my laptop at Mac, w Michelle and Valerie. We were talking about the hack in facebook, then there's an ITE guy suddenly cut into our conversation and told us cannot use hack and such anymore le. I was like o.o, lol. And those girls w him are like why you bother so much and felt paiseh. Waited for Eleanor, and meanwhile meet w Weiyee and Yuding to pass Yuding her present! Eleanor came, Valerie left, Michelle went, Yuding &Weiyee back to school and left w me and Eleanor only. Haha, waited for Guojie to end his lessons, and passed him his and Jinqiang's presents. Talked while standing and slacked around. Spent my day hanging ard Yishun area aimlessly. Lol.

Saturday, 14March
Heard it's white valentine's, but do ppl celebrate? Haha, whatever.
Met Weijie and Guangyi at Yishun to go for YJC carnival. The only girl, as Michelle and Valerie last min never go -.- Okays, then on the way met Guanjie and friends, and went back to Northpoint to eat. Saw the pushcart guy working a t Sakura! Haha, damn qiao lor. Then we were like shocked to see each other also. Aiya, he asked for my name but I didnt ask for his, he thought I was in YJC as I was w big grp of YJC ppl, lol. Wasted. Eh, thinking back I think I knw his name, haha! Whatever. Went to YJC, it was damn hot. Saw Tina and alot of ppl! Haha, shocked to see Zoe there and screamed once we saw each other. Retarded. Tina drew a ugly bomb on my hand, haha. Not artistic one de, lousy. Walked ard and played basketball awhile, and I only managed to shoot one ball in -.- I nearly sprained my hand cos Chinrong passed me the ball too violently alr, thus I stopped playing. After awhile rained, then we slacked at one corner and talked crap. Wanted to catch coming soon but then Weiyee cant make it and Weijie doesnt wanna watch. Zzz, nevermind on Friday then!
Weijie exclaimed that my face grew rounder, well others also got la -.- Then he keep wanting to pinch my cheeks. Damn you Weijie, haha! Damn sad that ppl say I grew fatter, assholes. And haha, I'd became more violent and vulgar. After Weiyee left, Me, Weijie, Cheehao, Houmun and Raymond went slacked around as I didnt want to go home that early. Went two arcades and played, was retarded. PhotoHunt was retarded while Housofthedead4 was crazy. Haha. Thankyou guys for slacking ard w me, lol. Bused w Weijie till home. Realised my cap is still w Weijie even though he brought it out. Lame shit! Oh, knw a new friend called Raymond. Haha, he over friendly alr. As if I knw him very long ago or what. Lol!

Today, I'm gonna stay at home and be a good girl as I'd been going out for the past few days. Haha, thankyou ppl for entertaining me when I'm bored! Lol. Thankyou Jinqiang for helping me to solve the internet connection thingy(sort of). Lol, I knw I very stupid and you have to explain till very jialat. At least better than Guojie, didnt even want to help me, still must charge me money. Go die la! Lol.

2009-03-14T21:27:00.004+08:00

Veryyyyy busy these few days. Hardly have enough time to make full usage on the computer, had been going out everyday. Yes, everyday.
Gonna blog more detailed ones tmr provided w pictures, or Monday once I've got the time. I wanna watch finish my Taiwan dramas first! Hees.

Went out on Thursday w Eleanor &Emma to IT fair, Bodyshop warehouse sales and Raffles City.
Went out on Friday to school w Michelle, Wendy, Vivien, Valerie, Jiaqi and Zhiyun. Afternoon w Eleanor at Northpoint.
Went out just now, which is today to YJC carnival w Weijie and Guangyi. Alot of things happened.
Blog tmr again. The main thing I wanna blog now is about outings next week! Ahhh, alot of things happening at one go, made me so irritated and pissed off. Busy bumble beeeee.

To 4e5. Wednesday, 18March meeting 10.30am at Yishun Mrt lift platform! Will be going EastCoast Park, hopefully it doesnt rain that day though. Please take note and do inform me if you're going, or I'll just ignore your existence and will not wait for you on that day.

To Weiyee and gang. Who are Christina, Weiyee, Yuding, Weijie, Cheehao, Guanjie. And the newly made friend Raymond today at YJC. Haha, somebody please inform him, thanks. Friday, 20March, meeting 1pm at Yishun Mrt. Going bowling at safra first while waiting for Cheehao. Then after that off to Amk for movie and dinner. Attendance complusory! Haha, whatever.

To Michelle, decide when you wanna go Gym again? Sorry, got alot of things happened and I forgot about the dates.

Bye, buzz off.

2009-03-13T09:38:00.002+08:00

Gonna hang ard Yishun area ltr. Gotta meet Guojie, Jinqiang, Eleanor, Yuding and Peimei to pass them their present. Updates ltr in the day. Who miss me can go find me! (:

2009-03-12T22:37:00.001+08:00

Hello Andrew, reading this? I dont knw if you'll be reading this but whatever!

It'd been 3months since I know you. Actually also very short only la. Still rmb that time I seriously go crazy over you for no particular reason. Haha, lame I know. Please dont go "wth" okay.
Then suddenly I thought that working at GWC isnt that bad afterall, since I managed to knw a new friend. Which is like so damn funny and sudden. Lol! Anw, I want to clarify again and again. I'm not the one who wants your number, and I had never thought of wanting your number. Cos I dont take number from ppl -.- Got something in between la. But since Annie took your number so, I was thinking like "bu na bai bu na". You get what I mean? Lol, it's in chinese anyway. Then w your short answers sms, made me feel like "woah, what a guy so dao". Lol, then the next day you called I was like super duper shocked. I dont have caller-id then, you also knw that. And I was thinking woah, so fast jiu call ppl, when I dont even really know you. Different mindset maybe. And then I also labelled you as "cute" ,which you dont like it, or maybe dont agree w me. Haha!
And then, almost everyday you'll call, and gradually I seemed to turn on the night mode, when I'm not that kind of person. And with the problem of no caller-id, I always have problem of knowing who call me when I missed that call. Thus, I go apply for caller-id, which I dont knw if you knw it till now cos I didnt tell you at all. Whatever.
Then still got once when you played piano thru the phone, I was.. Hmm, dont knw what's the word to describe. Forget it.
Then those visits from you at the pushcart at Raffles was idiotic. But well, I'm entertained anw, haha. Ohya, anw, my boss saw you that time.

Everytime your phone rings, do you wish that I'm the one calling you?

Aiya, dont knw what to say la. Dont knw how to type it out here. Just... goodluck tmr ah. Hope you wont wake up late to report to your camp. Hah, hope you survive healthily during the two weeks. Lol! And dont be sad of going botak, it's okay. Just that if next time I see your botak head I'll laugh only, haha! Yea, if only there's next time though.

To love or to be loved.

2009-03-12T13:28:00.002+08:00

I'm getting veryyyyyyyyyyyyyy pissed off w the stupid damn laptop. Okay la, shldnt not blame the laptop shld blame myself! -.- I dont knw how to connect to Internet using the laptop. Damn all those connections, damn confusing -.- Irritating. Somebody please teach meeeee. I dont mind you come my house and solve the problems for me! :D Lol!

Thinking, wondering, hesitating.

2009-03-12T10:32:00.002+08:00

Happy belated bday Guojie!
Hope you enjoyed the last min of your bday ytd. Hha!

Ytd went out w Eleanor to visit Emma at work and eat tgt. Then went Bugis after that, I suffered from leg(toes) cramps twice out of the sudden. Super omg, and my shoulders ached like crazy, super pain. Anw, saw Annie over at Bugis! Haha, super got fate sia. Second time saw her w/o planning to go out, lol. Bad Annie, bad bad Annie! Quit that ah. Lol, tell me what happened when you're free! :D

Going out ltr again! Ahh, expenses shooting up in a fast speed. Lol, going to IT fair w Emma and Eleanor. Gotta wait till Emma end work, which is 4pm. Shall kill my time at computer.

Tmr going out also! -.- Omg, I think I'm crazy. Going back YTSS to take those certs and stuffs. And try to book the indoor sports hall and stuffs.
To 4e5 ppl, we're trying to book the indoor sports hall, maybe BBQ pit if possible, so we can go back school to play and stuffs. Cut down our expenses lei! HAHA! Most prob on next Sat, issit okayyyyyy?

Prob going out on Sat also, so maybe I shall be a good girl to stay at home on Sunday. Haha, but it still depends.

12hrs to go.

2009-03-11T11:42:00.002+08:00

Ohya, I wanted to say I got rosy cheeks! :D

Haha, ppl thought that I got put on blushes but I didnt. Then there's once I went w my mother to facial at someone's house. Btw, there got one very hot shuaige, SP somemore, haha! Then the aunty keep asking me if I got put makeup, then I keep replying no. Then she exclaimed aiya you dont bluff me la, dont need be shy one. I'm like, I didnt put makeup la -.- Then she said, huh, but you seems like you got put blushes! HAHA. So happy. Dont jealous okay. But my mother exclaimed that I since young jiu got angkukueh cheeks. What a comparison -.-!

Okays, bye! Hope it wont rain ltr, dont wanna bring ella eh eh eh. Lol!

2009-03-11T10:57:00.002+08:00

My blog very lame meh. Whatever, shall not bother. Anw, I think there's something wrong w my ears. Cant hear clearly what ppl are saying, and keep asking ppl to repeat. Haha! Paiseh la, dont blame me.

I'm just going to blog abt what happened.
So ytd went to SP for enrolment. We stayed in SP for 6.5hrs, how ridiculous. Haha! Was supposed to meet Michelle, Zoe and Ong Ruyi at 9am. Michelle was early, I was late for few mins, Zoe was late for 10mins. The most ridiculous thing is OngRuyi appeared in SP at 12.32pm! She was late for like 3.5hrs lor, wth. Somemore, she still got the time to go Ahyi's shop and eat breakfast! -.- Stupid kuku.

So the whole thing for Me, Zoe and michelle took ard 2hrs. Then accompany that stupid damn kuku to go for the whole process again, super lame. We saw Wendy, Jiaqi and Zhiyun! So all of us go thru the whole process together. Kao, the SP pass is damn ugly lor. The pictures of us, all damn zoom in, and my face is superb round. Ass.

And then we bought our laptops! Bought the pink fujitsu one, pretty pretty. Michelle too :D Went to configure the laptops, which is so damn boring and troublesome. And I got a free Giraffee pen cos I'm the slowest to configure and such. Ahh, whatever. I swear the laptops and all the SP freshman things is damn heavy lor! My shoulders are aching now from carrying all those things and one of my finger got blister carrying the super heavy laptop ):

Ohya, I wanted to join Cheerleading as a CCA, but haha, seems very funny to me though. We signed up for cylcing! Damn lame, lol!

After that went to BoonLay, Jurong Point w Michelle and Zoe! Haha, somebody thought that Jurong Point is at Jurong East hor, lol! Went to eat as I was starvingggggg. I didnt eat for the whole day, and the previous night I also didnt eat my dinner. By the time we settled down and had our food was 4.30pm or so. Ahh, food was nice just bcos I'm starving, haha! Was dieing to carry those stuffs ard, finding for presents, and talking on the phone -.- Can die like seriously. Went off after awhile back to Sembawang w Zoe while Michelle went off to work.

The stupid train terminates at YeeTee, so Zoe suggested to alight at CCK so dont have to squeeze in at YeeTee. Then we cant squeeze in the next train -.- And we were afraid the next train will terminate at YeeTee again, lol! Aiya, very stupid la. Zoe did retarded things.

Went to explore ard Sunplaza, cos it's beeen ages since I went there. So many shops closed down and many new shops up but yet I dont knw abt it. Haha! Mountain turtle. Homed!

It seems like I'll be spending so much time outside this week. So many things never do! Forget it. Ohya, who wants to watch movie w me.
Going out to townnnn, bye!

P/s Guanjie! Go book the indoor sports hall and BBQ pit(if can) at YTSS! Pleaseeee. Or anyone who lives near the school. Eg. Sherlyn and Cheehao, haha!

2009-03-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

I wanted to delete my friendster profile since I'm no longer active over there. But I didnt.

I was finding out when did the person spammed me 1000comments. And before I reached the pages of those comments, I stopped and read alot of comments (A bit confusing?).

And then I found out, I was seriously crazying over a person like as if he was the only guy in this world. Did a lot of foolish things thinking back now. But, haha. At least it's funny now. And I seriously cant believe I was such a bitch, being such "good friends" w so many guys. And I didnt realise how others were feeling or rather those coloured-spectacles-ppl are looking at me. Wonder what my friends think about me back then. Lol, guess I'm really huachi sial. Can do so many baichi things -.- Well, at least it's memorable. Hmm, miss those times back then. And now it made me realise, it wasnt really that important of being labelled as bfgf. So what if we're a couple when we have no feelings towards each other. As compare to those who like each others, but not labelled as bfgf? Ahh, unreasonable. Get flared up out of the sudden. Stupid. The most impt thing is just being tgt, happily.

Okay, actually I get that point cos I watch a Taiwan drama. Haha! 败犬女王. I watched a lot of Taiwan dramas, haha!
Yea, shall find a guy that I really like. Chemistry exists! Haha. Shall not go for looks, criterias, talents or whatsoever anymore. Although looks is still verrrrr impt. But well, ppl will grow old, shagged. Lol. Whatever. Shall not go crazy over guys anymore. Well, except for Taiwan's guys. Hha, my handsome boy!

Okay, enough of that. A very busy week for me! Driving me crazy and get irritated cos I cant think properly -.- Tmr 9AM SHARP, semb mrt lift platform. Zoe, Michelle and ONG RUYI! I'll kill the one who is late. HAHA!

Gonna buy laptop soon. Woohooo, gonna get that Futjisu in pink! Since VAIO is not that good as suggested.

Toodles.
(Not being emo at any part of the post here! :D)

2009-03-08T02:17:00.001+08:00

The drama that I'm crazying or chasing now! (心星的淚光 / Starlit) Have to wait every Saturday for 2ep!

It's about the high-profile pianoist broke his arm(Jerry Yan!), bcos saving a girl from an accident. Then he cant play piano anymore, cannot join concert and such. But during the main actress(the girl who he saved) bday he played for her. Just for her okay! Love how he plays the piano, super charminggggggg! Then obviously also have those romance de la, cos it's Taiwan drama. Lol! But this is not the same w those typical Taiwan drama sial. First episode climax alr, lol. This drama is touching okay. Haha, love Taiwan dramas!!! Can spend 12hours at the computer just watching Taiwan dramas, haha!

If only there's a guy in real life, who will always appear suddenly right there for you, when you need a helping hand.

This is the preview. Dont knw why the sub is in that language, but well, for those who are interested, you can understand what is it all about cos it's in Chinese :D

2009-03-07T14:08:00.004+08:00

I just found out that...
He has a girlfriend! Like omg, was so.. D:

Ohman, I'm like so sad now. Sigh, no more crazying over him alr. Haha.

Two down, last one left.
LZX<3>

Run.

2009-03-07T12:40:00.002+08:00

Distance = Speed x Time.
More than just equations. It means way much more.
The problems are surfacing, and yet I'm forcing myself to close one eye about it.
The speed that it's happening and the time we are spending, tells me how far we are drifting apart.

Head town w Eleanor ytd. I told myself I shldnt spend money anymore on clthes as I spent it on online shopping ard $200. But yet, I still spent quite an amnt on things which I dont need. Those were all want, but not need. Ah, Emma, control me. Haha.

Had been sneezing out of the sudden and woke up w blocked nose these few days. Miserable. Need to exercise to be healthy. Been a long time since I exercised. Going to Gym, haha! Unexpected right, laughs. Expect the unexpected :D

2009-03-05T16:29:00.003+08:00

I'm still blogging everyday although I said I wont. Bcos I seriously have nth better to do and blogging chld kill my time. At least I'm not blogging abt my daily life, like going out and do whatsoever anymore. Not interesting, and why shall I let ppl knw what I'm doing everyday? Lol, ironic of having a blog. Well, I'm trying to keep my post short and sweet. If you can see, haha.

Those who watch Hot shot/籃球火 shld watch this MV(video below). Cos it's lame and well, entertaining to me. Most imptly, kill time! HAHA!

2009-03-04T08:52:00.000+08:00

And now, it's left w single digits.
What else more can I do, for you?

2009-03-04T08:12:00.000+08:00

Show Luo is coming to spore 【簽唱會】! Who wants to go w me! This Fridayyyyyyy. Anybody?!
P.s Guojie, I still found out w/o you telling me :P

2009-03-03T08:41:00.004+08:00

I swear that this is hilarious. The second baby made me laughed like a crazy woman. Sigh, so good of being a baby.

Comon Weijie and Shermaine, I'm still friends w you all! Just that forget you all in NYJC &SAJC. Haha! Like this say means you all will turn up for outings liao hor? Lol.

I didnt call, doesnt mean that I chldnt bother/dont care abt you anymore.

2009-03-02T13:11:00.002+08:00

So in the end also never go out. Cos Gwen's boss ask her to go back and help till they find full-timer. Hate this kind of boss. Ask you to help out when they lack of ppl, then when they had enough ppl, off you go. They just cant be bothered about you at all, only concerned about their own business. Ahh, whatever.

I think I shldnt be blogging everyday. My blog is like so wordy and blahblahblah.
I had been falling asleep on the sofa/bed these few days while I'm watching TV. Boohoo.

Happy 17th birthday Wendy! ♥
Love you! Seeyou soon! :D

2009-03-01T13:56:00.001+08:00

Yea, JC is having holiday on 13march! Well, YJC that is. (If Guanjie never give me wrong info) But since all of my friends who are in JC are in YJC, I shall not bother abt other JC. Haha! We can go out, alot of outings alr! Happyyyyyyyyy! :D I'll have alot of plans till school starts, haha!

Happening 13march.
Few years ago, it was the first breakup.

2009-03-01T11:29:00.007+08:00

Yea, going out tmr.
Gwen, it's a wise choice that you're not working alr. Hahaha!

I wanna go Kbox. I got Kbox voucher, $10per person. Who wants to go, please tell me again. Available on weekdays 2pm-7pm only. Plan now is either on thurs/fri. Now only got me, Gwen and Michelle(again).

Emma, when you want go medical checkup w me?! Wed/thurs? Choose one day uh, haha! Eat Aston(s). Haha!

I wanna go out w rifle people.

I wanna go Sentosa. Anybody?

I wanna go East Coast Park. Anybody?

I wanna play pool, somebody please teach me.

I wanna play bowling, although I sux at that, as the ball always went into the drain. Lol.

I wanna watch movie. Wanna watch "Coming soon", lol. It's a horror movie!

Rmb that time watch 4bia w Weijie they all made me screamed like crazy. I kept covering my eyes and grabbing ppl. Haha. Anybody? Okay, I promise I wont grab you out of the sudden and scream like a crazy person. Lol!
Ohya, Samuel I still rmb you keep wanting to get out of the cinema and exclaiming that it was a stupid movie. I knw you're scared right! HAHA!

I just played a disc, and found out it's the Graduation Video -.- Okays, slow me. The disc was lying in my room for very long alr. Then till just now I wonder what disc was that and decided to play it. Ahh, lame. Miss those times. Miss those gossipings, crazing ard the canteen, class and library.

2009-02-28T14:04:00.004+08:00

It's February 28! The last day of Feb, and tmr will be a new month, March.

So many months since I last studied. The last paper was on 11November if I didnt rmb wrongly. I started working two days after. 13Nov, until 13February. Exaclty 3months, excluding those breaks I took. And then now, I'm doing nothing but rotting everyday, waiting 13April to arrive. I guess there's alot of things happening on the 13th huh, lol. 13March, seems to indicating something. No, not that. Not what you're thinking.

I think I'm a very unreasonable person.

I want everything(almost) to go my way. I will often want others to do/follow what I want. I always need somebody there for/with me, no matter what. I hate to be alone, I dont like to be alone, I cant be alone. I get irritated/pissed off easily when I'm not in good mood, and began to dislike the person. I tend to badmouthed abt ppl I hate. I seems to be those happy-go-lucky type, but actually I'm not. At all. Alot of ppl think that I make friends easily, but actually I dont. I dont speak to strangers, cos I dont have the courage. But I can go ultra crazy w those girlfriends of mine. I love hanging out w friends, and sometimes I seriously think there's no need of a boyfriend. I always expect guys to have initiative, and keep myself waiting, doing nothing. Even though, most of the times I'm taking the first big step(quite ironic). I can go super crazy over guys, yes I'm those kind of hua-chi type which most ppl labelled as.
I'm the worst girl you whld ever met. Most prob the worst girl you ever want to hang out with. Haha, that's all.

Two pretty laptops (in pink)! Awww.

2009-02-28T13:46:00.003+08:00

TAGS REPLY

Ruyi` Lol, you're like working now. Haha, when you stop working? Like what thing meaningful? Lol.

Weijie` Is bcos everybody knows you wont come out, exclaiming you no money again and again. RIGHT?!

Guanjie` I replied those previous tags le la, lol. Kao, I knw I very cute la okay. I admit, so I wont blush. Haha! I wont blush de okay, lame shit. What thing I cry? Lol, omg, when did I praise you. I must be out of my mind. Haha! Knw your biggest secret la, what secre you still got. Hah, I clever de okay.

Yingpei` I very fat meh!? I decided to go on a diet before I go for my medical checkup, lol! I spent alot of money this few weeks le lor!

Xianghui` Haha, meetup soon! (:

Shereen` Haha, you all when holiday?! Faster holiday= faster meeetup! :D

Emma` Lol, I understand -.-

Passerby` Will okay, my video is nicer than yours. By the way, I didnt watch your 1min video. Lame la okay, haha!

Peimei` Then jiu must wait till I not lazy liao. Haha! :x

Annie` Very long never see you le. Miss gossiping! Haha.

Dinosor` Haha, what a cool name you got here. Whatever copyright it is, lol. Yea, chnged email. I got add you in MSN! Haha. You plan le then say lor. I where got everytime go msia -.-

Frederick` Lol, you ask her lor. No la, it's like wrong pronounciation or something. There's something wrong w her tongue you see, haha!

Sharon` Lol, you have to make sure every girls dont come menses on that day lor. HAHA! Eh, invite me to your blog lei. Lol.

Dydy` So sad la. But I knw you dont mind gg again one right, lol. Alot of things to see?! Does it includes shuai ge?! HAHA.

Yingpei's KB` YOU WHERE GOT CUTE!

Zoe` LOL! Serious, my bf is the best bf of all. Next time I secretly show you. You cannot tell others okay. Haha! Are you sure you can make it everyday?! Haha, we shall go exercise also :D

Gwen` REALLY?! Haha, I left you offline MSN msg, go see. Freaking irritating pissed off. Guanjie says my fringe looks like pomelo! -.- Lol, next week is when?!

I did something, so wrong. And I wonder why I did that.

2009-02-27T19:31:00.003+08:00

I think my brother went crazy or something -.- Alfred that is. He's like shaking his head along w the music, while eating and studying/reading at the same time. Siao ginna.

NEED TO MEET W ALOT OF PPL!
Christina and Yuding, your bday present! Peimei sexayeee, Eleanor mazi, and Zoe, your vday present! Jinqiang, well I suppose your bday present? Guojie, your chocos (gonna be inside my stomach sooner or ltr :p)! AND TAN WEIJIE, MY CAP AND 99WAFFLES! >:(

Supposingly, there's another person. BUT, I guess it's not worth it anymore la. Waste my time, effort and everything that is.

I'm like so free but I'm so lazy to go out and meet ppl to pass them their presents. Haha, although Yishun is only one stop away. Although Tina and Zoe and TAN WEIJIE's house are some blocks away, but I hate walking la. Lol! I'm so sorry that I'm not sincere enough. Haha, had to kick off my bad habits yo.

Comeon, I'm so free everyday till 13April, which is the start of orientation. Why still got ppl working, stop working and go out w me! Refering to Zoe and Gwen! Yingpei faster come back from Genting! JC faster holiday, lol! And, faster have outings! :D

I wanna go Sentosaaaaaaaaaaa(random).

I'm gonna go IT fair and buy laptop, instead buying it at school. Cos I want a pretty laptop, even though it's heavy and it'll lag or whatsoever bad problems it'll give. I'm not practical de okay, and so? Comon Zoe, cannot forget our date! HAHA.

I'm bored, nobody entertaining me. I dont have ppl to spam w videos, and haolian abt my handsome bf. My bf's popping very nice de okay. HAHA. But some ppl dont knw how to appreciate one lor. Lol. Hello, you shld knw I'm refering to you! I got alot of nice videos alr, lol! Ahhh, sian 2/2.

My hair is very messy nowadays. Need a proper haircut. My bangs are getting longer, obstructing my view and thus everytime got performance(center partings and such). Need a new haircut, a new hairstyle. Wanna dye my hair. New look, haha! WHATEVER. Thinking of not having bangs liao, or else ppl keep saying I like so childish/nerdy or whatsoever! Haha.

Random, random, random. Sleeping past midnight everyday, dark circles and eye bags!

P.s My bf seriously very handsome de hor, super talented also. Aww, heart melts (gonna die soon). Mai siao siao. Haha!

2009-02-27T15:17:00.005+08:00

Fffffffffffffffff. Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Not feeling anywhere better.
I feel like scolding hell lots of vulgarities, but I'm not going to. Civilised person okay. Whatever.

Just shut the f up.
My blog is boring, bye.

CLICK.

我会发着呆, 然后忘记你, 接着紧紧闭上眼.
想着那一天, 会有人代替, 让我不再想念你.