Sunday, July 26, 2009 ; 12:30 AM
In case you still dont knw, I've moved to www.paintherlove.wordpress.com .
Be it you shy or whatsoever and dont wanna ask me, i dont care. Cos I'm nice enough to blog about the new link.
Life has been sucky these few days. I swear it is. I can smell sparks of conflicts coming soon. Urghhh hate this. You made me feel as all is my responsibility, and you shld be the only special one where nobody shall be the same as you. I'm stressed with so many things. Sometimes different mindset sucks, bcos we cant reach an agreement.
Updates @ wordpress. Not gonna active at here anymore.
There's too much going on in my mind.
And that's you.
有没有那个机会？
Be it you shy or whatsoever and dont wanna ask me, i dont care. Cos I'm nice enough to blog about the new link.
Life has been sucky these few days. I swear it is. I can smell sparks of conflicts coming soon. Urghhh hate this. You made me feel as all is my responsibility, and you shld be the only special one where nobody shall be the same as you. I'm stressed with so many things. Sometimes different mindset sucks, bcos we cant reach an agreement.
Updates @ wordpress. Not gonna active at here anymore.
There's too much going on in my mind.
And that's you.
有没有那个机会？
Friday, July 17, 2009 ; 10:26 PM
paintherlove
Yoohoo, have chnged my blog linkkkkkk. Not blogger anymore. Ask it from me or find it yourself. Well oh well, it's also quite obvious. If you can see, or you understand me haha!
Might chng back to blogger if I'm not used to wordpress. So yeaps, will update at wordpress instead! :D
paintherlove (L)
Might chng back to blogger if I'm not used to wordpress. So yeaps, will update at wordpress instead! :D
paintherlove (L)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ; 10:29 PM
some things are better left unsaid.
It seems as though whenever I'm taking the first step, you are moving two steps; backwards. I dont knw why I'm thinking this way.
The reality had alr reflected right infront of me. But yet, I'm still holding on to the teeny weeny hope. I chose not to believe that damn fact.
Things are proving that it's impossible, but why? At times, you are doing things which I seriously dont feel like giving up this easily.
Teach me how to face you, teach me how to react. Tell me who I should treat you as.
You gave out wrong signals at the start. B'cos you wont understand. That's why there's no point mentioning.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 ; 8:39 PM
dont think too much.
有些故事, 不必说给每个人听.
有些情绪, 是该说给懂的人听.
Dont think too much..
Thinking too much, way too much.
是我想太多.
Friday, July 10, 2009 ; 9:55 PM
why are we drifting apart.
You're not moving towards me anymore.
Everything stops right there at that moment.
I've spent like 4hours plus searching for BOF stuffs. GU JUN PYO! (L) I've added 7new songs! Cheers cos all are them are from BOF lol!! I think I'm crazy. My eyelids are getting super heavy now. My movies are downloading at a super duper slow rate, which is making me irritated. But I'm very happy cos I managed to find those nice movies which are not available in Singapore like e.g 态度. Faster load faster load! (:
Lack of sleep these few days. Be it training which tires me out, or staying up late which makes me lack of sleep. My eyes are so small that I've problems wearing contacts these few days. I've to like open my eyes way bigger cos I'm like sleepwalking or whatsoever! Have been yawning during every tutorials/lectures. Damn sleepyyyyy! It's only the first week of school and I've alr ponned tutorials alr omg. Lazy worrr, 8am lessons sucks lah.
Results are not out yet except for FOM. Urghhh have to wait for another week.
I think I've been walking like a penguin recently. My thighs and calves are aching from cheerleading trainings. Esp my left leg ): My neck is in pain as well, wonder whyyyyy. I cant really turn my head now zzz. But my shoulders/arms are alright alr, although I seriously think that muscles are forming. It's hard de lei, not fake one lor! HAHAHA WHATEVER, HATE MUSCLES COS IT'LL MAKE ME HEAVY. I still cant split zzz.
And right, ytd trnn was quite fun though. Lots of laughters although it seem as though we're in a library before that. Ainslie I'm so sorry! Hahaha made me kept laughing whenever I thought of what had happened. Handstand>Bridge>Up, becomes Handstand>Shoulder sit lol! Omg lah bth :x
But school's alright with those girls ard. Hahaha retardedness, can laugh at just one stupid small thing.
Highlight of the week (supposingly in chinese):
Larissa : Eh my mouth got ulcer.
Cindy : Because you said too much lies/wrong things.
Larissa : Because keep saying you pretty lah.
Me and Yuting : Laugh out loud. Damn funny, first time Larissa's reaction so fast lol!
Just two pictures to show me and Yuting's artistic talents lol! We were drawing it during ITAB lesson, lol damn boliao. And I was irritating Cindy via MSN, keep disturb her haha! She got laggy and lousy laptop which I like lol! And Cindy is damn vulgar lor. She scolded me vulgarities in MSN like fuck or whatsoever bcos I irritate her. Lol nb right where got ppl so damn bad de righttttt. But I also got scold back lah. Aiyo for fun and laughters only lah lol.
I think I'm becoming back to the old days. Must stop using vulgarities. WHO'S THE ONE INFLUENCING ME NOW HAHAHA.
Weeee, tmr going shopping again w my mama lol! But I dont really have anything to buy. Gonna waste my time out thereeeeee.
Everything stops right there at that moment.
I've spent like 4hours plus searching for BOF stuffs. GU JUN PYO! (L) I've added 7new songs! Cheers cos all are them are from BOF lol!! I think I'm crazy. My eyelids are getting super heavy now. My movies are downloading at a super duper slow rate, which is making me irritated. But I'm very happy cos I managed to find those nice movies which are not available in Singapore like e.g 态度. Faster load faster load! (:
Lack of sleep these few days. Be it training which tires me out, or staying up late which makes me lack of sleep. My eyes are so small that I've problems wearing contacts these few days. I've to like open my eyes way bigger cos I'm like sleepwalking or whatsoever! Have been yawning during every tutorials/lectures. Damn sleepyyyyy! It's only the first week of school and I've alr ponned tutorials alr omg. Lazy worrr, 8am lessons sucks lah.
Results are not out yet except for FOM. Urghhh have to wait for another week.
I think I've been walking like a penguin recently. My thighs and calves are aching from cheerleading trainings. Esp my left leg ): My neck is in pain as well, wonder whyyyyy. I cant really turn my head now zzz. But my shoulders/arms are alright alr, although I seriously think that muscles are forming. It's hard de lei, not fake one lor! HAHAHA WHATEVER, HATE MUSCLES COS IT'LL MAKE ME HEAVY. I still cant split zzz.
And right, ytd trnn was quite fun though. Lots of laughters although it seem as though we're in a library before that. Ainslie I'm so sorry! Hahaha made me kept laughing whenever I thought of what had happened. Handstand>Bridge>Up, becomes Handstand>Shoulder sit lol! Omg lah bth :x
But school's alright with those girls ard. Hahaha retardedness, can laugh at just one stupid small thing.
Highlight of the week (supposingly in chinese):
Larissa : Eh my mouth got ulcer.
Cindy : Because you said too much lies/wrong things.
Larissa : Because keep saying you pretty lah.
Me and Yuting : Laugh out loud. Damn funny, first time Larissa's reaction so fast lol!
Just two pictures to show me and Yuting's artistic talents lol! We were drawing it during ITAB lesson, lol damn boliao. And I was irritating Cindy via MSN, keep disturb her haha! She got laggy and lousy laptop which I like lol! And Cindy is damn vulgar lor. She scolded me vulgarities in MSN like fuck or whatsoever bcos I irritate her. Lol nb right where got ppl so damn bad de righttttt. But I also got scold back lah. Aiyo for fun and laughters only lah lol.
I think I'm becoming back to the old days. Must stop using vulgarities. WHO'S THE ONE INFLUENCING ME NOW HAHAHA.
Weeee, tmr going shopping again w my mama lol! But I dont really have anything to buy. Gonna waste my time out thereeeeee.
date: 27June, 10.30pm.
mood: hen fan ahhhh!.
listening: You are not alone ; MJ
random: i dont wanna screw up my MST.